Brookie
@isfhi.bsky.social
she/her (ela/dela) also I'm 20 Boku wa yarichin bicchi no osu da yo btw my name is Brooklyn🍇
Damn so much word vomit and I only feel worse crazy
January 26, 2026 at 8:14 AM
Damn so much word vomit and I only feel worse crazy
Be careful with a leaky faucet it might be too much pressure in there and when you open it it could explode
January 26, 2026 at 8:13 AM
Be careful with a leaky faucet it might be too much pressure in there and when you open it it could explode
Crazy that this was supposed to be just the one post, just so it would leave my brain and exist out ther so it stopped rattling arou d in there
January 26, 2026 at 8:13 AM
Crazy that this was supposed to be just the one post, just so it would leave my brain and exist out ther so it stopped rattling arou d in there
Hey duckduckgo what does it mean when you feel like puking when you haven't eaten in a bit?
January 26, 2026 at 8:12 AM
Hey duckduckgo what does it mean when you feel like puking when you haven't eaten in a bit?
No no if we're thinking about that we should not post it, maybe talk to someone in person about it like a shrink or something
January 26, 2026 at 8:11 AM
No no if we're thinking about that we should not post it, maybe talk to someone in person about it like a shrink or something
Soft launching that fact we've been sprinkling in we/us when talking to myself in a twitter meltdown, it's just like when I changed my pronouns on twitter and pretended that was sufficient care and effort for coming out
January 26, 2026 at 8:08 AM
Soft launching that fact we've been sprinkling in we/us when talking to myself in a twitter meltdown, it's just like when I changed my pronouns on twitter and pretended that was sufficient care and effort for coming out
We take it back not offing ourselves was the right idea, just remember 16yo me still thought we were fully incapable of any form of affection due to unexplained plot reasons
January 26, 2026 at 8:06 AM
We take it back not offing ourselves was the right idea, just remember 16yo me still thought we were fully incapable of any form of affection due to unexplained plot reasons
If only there was a machine that allowed you to see what would've happened if you died at a specific point in time, that would probably fix some stuff that's wrong with this silly brain
January 26, 2026 at 8:05 AM
If only there was a machine that allowed you to see what would've happened if you died at a specific point in time, that would probably fix some stuff that's wrong with this silly brain
For the uninitiated that means maybe I should've offed ourselves when we had the chance
January 26, 2026 at 8:04 AM
For the uninitiated that means maybe I should've offed ourselves when we had the chance
Maybe 16 yo us was cooking
January 26, 2026 at 8:03 AM
Maybe 16 yo us was cooking
And there are some people out there who we want to apologise to, or at least clarify some things, but we know it's best if we never talk to them again enough pain came from me already, causing more would be selfish
January 26, 2026 at 7:58 AM
And there are some people out there who we want to apologise to, or at least clarify some things, but we know it's best if we never talk to them again enough pain came from me already, causing more would be selfish
godsjustsoweakandvulnerableandpeoplejustlikeignoreustodeathitsworsethanifitwasactivehatredatleastthenicouldprocessitbutourbrainjustcantworkwithnoinformationiwishpeoplewentbacktoobjectifyingusandjustinsistingonhavingusaroundasasortofproporpublicwhoreattheirfunctionsthatwaswayeasier
January 26, 2026 at 7:56 AM
godsjustsoweakandvulnerableandpeoplejustlikeignoreustodeathitsworsethanifitwasactivehatredatleastthenicouldprocessitbutourbrainjustcantworkwithnoinformationiwishpeoplewentbacktoobjectifyingusandjustinsistingonhavingusaroundasasortofproporpublicwhoreattheirfunctionsthatwaswayeasier
Maybe if we keep posting the sleep will consume me
January 26, 2026 at 7:49 AM
Maybe if we keep posting the sleep will consume me
I hope my account has been inactive long enough for none of these to be pushed, that way it can't breach containment
January 26, 2026 at 7:47 AM
I hope my account has been inactive long enough for none of these to be pushed, that way it can't breach containment
IT WAS MORE THAN A YEAR ACTUALLY I'M FORGETTING THE OTHER 3 THAT HAPPENED BEFORE I TRAVELLED
January 26, 2026 at 7:46 AM
IT WAS MORE THAN A YEAR ACTUALLY I'M FORGETTING THE OTHER 3 THAT HAPPENED BEFORE I TRAVELLED
FOR A YEAR, IT WAS A FUCKING YEAR OF ABUSE, AND NOW I CAN'T HOLD DOWN A FUCKING JOB, WE'RE SO SCARED ALL THE TIME
January 26, 2026 at 7:46 AM
FOR A YEAR, IT WAS A FUCKING YEAR OF ABUSE, AND NOW I CAN'T HOLD DOWN A FUCKING JOB, WE'RE SO SCARED ALL THE TIME
Hate that the only thing making these take as long as they are to post is my shit wifi
January 26, 2026 at 7:44 AM
Hate that the only thing making these take as long as they are to post is my shit wifi
Damn that really dipped into self pity on those last ones
January 26, 2026 at 7:44 AM
Damn that really dipped into self pity on those last ones
There was a time in my life when I would simply find strangers who were feeling down to try and help, because I felt like I was doing well enough to actually help, trying that now feels like it'd dangerous
January 26, 2026 at 7:43 AM
There was a time in my life when I would simply find strangers who were feeling down to try and help, because I felt like I was doing well enough to actually help, trying that now feels like it'd dangerous
Y'know, the really fucked part is knowing that the chances of anyone seeing this or even if they see it, caring about it enough to talk to me are like almost zero
January 26, 2026 at 7:42 AM
Y'know, the really fucked part is knowing that the chances of anyone seeing this or even if they see it, caring about it enough to talk to me are like almost zero
I hate that this is the best way I have of organising my thoughts
January 26, 2026 at 7:40 AM
I hate that this is the best way I have of organising my thoughts
FUCK THERE WAS A TYPO ON THE LAST ONE
January 26, 2026 at 7:40 AM
FUCK THERE WAS A TYPO ON THE LAST ONE
Remember that one time we were so scared of slamming our head on a sharp corner that we couldn't move for like 5 hours, that was normal and definitely not alarming
January 26, 2026 at 7:39 AM
Remember that one time we were so scared of slamming our head on a sharp corner that we couldn't move for like 5 hours, that was normal and definitely not alarming
Who knew having near constant psychological violence levied against you while also being constantly coerced into giving manufactured consent would fuck with you
January 26, 2026 at 7:38 AM
Who knew having near constant psychological violence levied against you while also being constantly coerced into giving manufactured consent would fuck with you
Gods we wish I was a normal person
January 26, 2026 at 7:37 AM
Gods we wish I was a normal person