if i'm really that unimportant then i might as well go die or smth! if i'm seen as a literal black paint stroke of NOTHING then why the fuck live for it?? i want to keep friendships that mean a fuck. not lose them in what is but a FLASH.

i envy people that throw me under the bus over something i couldn't control and something i was only experiencing super early on. While they can prance around a flower bed together like i never even breathed in their vicinity. I envy people who can keep friends as long as they can and have it stay.

my posts range from silly to serious a lot but they're always inconsistent lol
but deadass looking back at profiles of old friends is like staring back into an abyss that used to be some kinda haven. I want to go back to when i was "okay" or something. Not without a [admitting] weird interest at 15.

vro look at their fuckass pretty boy face,, /pos /silly [gettin SUPER in2 MCR lol]

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DJ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

Basically:
Hi c:

I’m your average dimwit dumbo dick
Left discord & DA cuz mental health issues and all that :c

I’m just listing some dni’s and info

Info
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Very dumb
Memer
Moosician
Probably short

Dni if
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Pedophilia
Racism
Lgbt-phobia
Just generally problematic

That’s all
Goodbye