though historically z's been able to access the muscle memory without problem (both piano and driving) but r's too much of a fuckin pussy to even try anything except like. skyrim. and he plays with a fucking controller so that's not an accurate test of it lmao

man imagine if we had a therapist to dump this on lmao

OH MY G-D???? i was summoned

migrain't

good idea, e hoa! i just added buspirone to my sertraline (buspar and zoloft? i think? i get generics lmao) and i'm feeling very much the same about a lot of stuff while i adjust lmao

i say that as if i'm ever on bsky but you know what i mean hgfjyfj

self sabotaging executive dysfunction babeyyyy

anyway my plan for today is exploring israel tangaroa birch's art and noting down what i like about his art. i'm not touching metalwork but i can focus on the shapes and colours n shit

i have 4 weeks left until the end of my school year and man. being one of those bitches that does everything in the final hours is exhausting.

my final handed in 7th form portfolio was done in 2 weeks, instead of the [checks notes] 14 weeks it should have taken

i am immensely poor at regulating my spirals + parsing information so i generally avoid seeking the information myself and instead get the important updates thru my bestie because she can explain it to me in ways i can understand and won't make me Stop Functioning. but the other method works goo ig

:V

straight up just had to stop between the two 5 minute episodes so i could have a little cry about my darling sonboy. he's so cute. he deserves the world. he can't eat spicy food and is afraid of zombies. because he is 4. or around that age

thank you so much!! ;v; )/<3