I know people care. I know I have friends who do. I wonder if I ask for too much from them. Or not enough? I hate feeling transactional.

At the end of the day, all I have is myself and I wonder if all I have is myself to blame for this lonely existence.

I don't know, I think posting this kind of just shows where I'm at. I've never been much for social media, at least having my personal thoughts out.

Villainizing my parents is so simple but I think they did the best that they could with what they had. Arguably, I have it a million times better. Though I worked super hard to get where I am now with all my inadequacies. So, the problem always points back to me.

Are parents supposed to love and care for you? Are they supposed to use their children financially? Are they supposed to be so helpless? Yet, fuck, do they suffer from the same things I do? Am I enabling them to keep this cycle of abuse? Is it even abuse? Or is it charity? Where does my empathy end?

thank you for the gift art it's so lovely!! he's like bleh :P

Wait hold on, this is the sweetest thing ever

I personally like the text!! They're so great, I must have them!

Me when I realize I uploaded the wrong version oh well~

That would be a fun isekai anime... Or even shoujo....