whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i just wannnntttttttttttttttttttttttt to b stable
October 13, 2024 at 4:57 AM
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i just wannnntttttttttttttttttttttttt to b stable
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October 13, 2024 at 4:55 AM
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monthly demon slaying it seems
October 7, 2024 at 6:09 AM
monthly demon slaying it seems
i should be glad time is passing slowly tbh.... it def means I am not just breezing thru the days passively ... but maybe i just don't feel active enough? . . . do i just need to exercise a LOT more ?
October 7, 2024 at 6:01 AM
i should be glad time is passing slowly tbh.... it def means I am not just breezing thru the days passively ... but maybe i just don't feel active enough? . . . do i just need to exercise a LOT more ?
i guess if anything its cyclical and it will quiet down when my life gets busier or more active but ugggggggg september was the SLOWEST fuckinf month of all time
October 7, 2024 at 5:58 AM
i guess if anything its cyclical and it will quiet down when my life gets busier or more active but ugggggggg september was the SLOWEST fuckinf month of all time
ive always struggled with this but i hate when it gets exacerbated its like hitting me over the head with pots and pans
October 7, 2024 at 5:55 AM
ive always struggled with this but i hate when it gets exacerbated its like hitting me over the head with pots and pans
i just.......... want to get excited about doing things again....... idk
October 7, 2024 at 5:54 AM
i just.......... want to get excited about doing things again....... idk
once again i am wondering why i am so quick to feel abandoned and stranded when i dont have any contact with a human being for more than like 3 hours
can't tell anymore how much I genuinely want to be in so and so person or group of ppl's company vs how much I just want smth to stave away the ennui and loneliness of not having a constant flow of people in my life. these two things are in some indescribable overlap
October 7, 2024 at 5:49 AM
once again i am wondering why i am so quick to feel abandoned and stranded when i dont have any contact with a human being for more than like 3 hours
i have to remind myself this has been over a year in the making and the sheer shock of the reality will anchor me
October 3, 2024 at 12:05 AM
i have to remind myself this has been over a year in the making and the sheer shock of the reality will anchor me
.... I've been brainrotted over this shit for MORE than a WHOLE YEAR???? no fucking wonder
October 3, 2024 at 12:04 AM
.... I've been brainrotted over this shit for MORE than a WHOLE YEAR???? no fucking wonder
can't tell anymore how much I genuinely want to be in so and so person or group of ppl's company vs how much I just want smth to stave away the ennui and loneliness of not having a constant flow of people in my life. these two things are in some indescribable overlap
October 2, 2024 at 10:59 PM
can't tell anymore how much I genuinely want to be in so and so person or group of ppl's company vs how much I just want smth to stave away the ennui and loneliness of not having a constant flow of people in my life. these two things are in some indescribable overlap
idk i'm clawing at walls of enclosure again literally smth anything new to leap onto
October 2, 2024 at 10:56 PM
idk i'm clawing at walls of enclosure again literally smth anything new to leap onto
might be bcause of being in this house actually smth abt being cooped up in this place causes me some latent amount of stress
October 2, 2024 at 10:55 PM
might be bcause of being in this house actually smth abt being cooped up in this place causes me some latent amount of stress
started mildly spiraling a lil bit its so pathetic!!!!!!
October 2, 2024 at 10:54 PM
started mildly spiraling a lil bit its so pathetic!!!!!!
Bluesky now has over 10 million users, and I was #460,649!
September 26, 2024 at 11:41 PM
Bluesky now has over 10 million users, and I was #460,649!
man fuck it just full of spite rn
September 14, 2024 at 5:00 AM
man fuck it just full of spite rn
i'm actually just so sick and tired of ppl sending me fujo memes
September 14, 2024 at 4:58 AM
i'm actually just so sick and tired of ppl sending me fujo memes
passing the time no longer feels fulfilling idk. maybe i can take a page outta that thorhighheels video and try 2 create some sense of structure again rather than basing it on day to day whims
September 12, 2024 at 8:04 PM
passing the time no longer feels fulfilling idk. maybe i can take a page outta that thorhighheels video and try 2 create some sense of structure again rather than basing it on day to day whims
bweh i have to keep giving myself busywork or otherwise have smth to fixate on/plan my day around or else i been just getting overly anxious
September 12, 2024 at 8:03 PM
bweh i have to keep giving myself busywork or otherwise have smth to fixate on/plan my day around or else i been just getting overly anxious
bwa bwa only real downside 2 my meds is i have to literally remember 2 jork it even if i'm horny all the time but i will be more mindful of this now. bwa bwa
September 9, 2024 at 5:19 PM
bwa bwa only real downside 2 my meds is i have to literally remember 2 jork it even if i'm horny all the time but i will be more mindful of this now. bwa bwa
i also hate being horny at work now the daydreaming is becoming maladaptive
September 8, 2024 at 7:31 PM
i also hate being horny at work now the daydreaming is becoming maladaptive
im glad i took that nap last night when i did everything is better andddddddddd my bpd rly just needs to be grounded with ppl around me to heal... so my brain gets used to having normal relations again
September 8, 2024 at 7:31 PM
im glad i took that nap last night when i did everything is better andddddddddd my bpd rly just needs to be grounded with ppl around me to heal... so my brain gets used to having normal relations again
its like social media SHOULDNT be the antidote to whatevers going tf on right now with me but i dont have anything else im so tired of dealing with this shit alone but it keeps feeling like i have to
September 8, 2024 at 1:49 AM
its like social media SHOULDNT be the antidote to whatevers going tf on right now with me but i dont have anything else im so tired of dealing with this shit alone but it keeps feeling like i have to