@j1m1p1nk.bsky.social
I struggle with PTSD, MDD, BPD, and ADHD daily, so I use this as a means to vent my depressed thoughts.
I am so sick of people getting pissed off at me for defending myself.
February 9, 2026 at 8:22 PM
I am so sick of people getting pissed off at me for defending myself.
I need to just accept that I'm only important because of what I can do for others. Everything else about me has no value to anyone else. My emotions, my needs, my beliefs, all of it doesn't matter to anyone but myself.
I think it's best to just stop being a person, become a being of utility instead
I think it's best to just stop being a person, become a being of utility instead
February 5, 2026 at 3:34 PM
I need to just accept that I'm only important because of what I can do for others. Everything else about me has no value to anyone else. My emotions, my needs, my beliefs, all of it doesn't matter to anyone but myself.
I think it's best to just stop being a person, become a being of utility instead
I think it's best to just stop being a person, become a being of utility instead
I don't know if I can survive much longer.
If my family falls apart while I'm doing everything I can to keep it together, then I'm an utter failure. They are my world, and I'm nothing without them.
Yet, they're getting further and further from me.
And I'm powerless to stop it.
If my family falls apart while I'm doing everything I can to keep it together, then I'm an utter failure. They are my world, and I'm nothing without them.
Yet, they're getting further and further from me.
And I'm powerless to stop it.
February 4, 2026 at 10:15 PM
I don't know if I can survive much longer.
If my family falls apart while I'm doing everything I can to keep it together, then I'm an utter failure. They are my world, and I'm nothing without them.
Yet, they're getting further and further from me.
And I'm powerless to stop it.
If my family falls apart while I'm doing everything I can to keep it together, then I'm an utter failure. They are my world, and I'm nothing without them.
Yet, they're getting further and further from me.
And I'm powerless to stop it.
"Yeah, I said that you and everyone else that doesn't support ICE should get locked up because society would be better off without people like you,
But you called me a Nazi, and that's way worse, and you should feel bad."
No, fuck you, you will no longer get to associate with me or my daughter.
But you called me a Nazi, and that's way worse, and you should feel bad."
No, fuck you, you will no longer get to associate with me or my daughter.
January 31, 2026 at 5:52 AM
"Yeah, I said that you and everyone else that doesn't support ICE should get locked up because society would be better off without people like you,
But you called me a Nazi, and that's way worse, and you should feel bad."
No, fuck you, you will no longer get to associate with me or my daughter.
But you called me a Nazi, and that's way worse, and you should feel bad."
No, fuck you, you will no longer get to associate with me or my daughter.
Doesn't matter what I do, I always lose, even when I do the right thing and what I'm supposed to be doing.
I fail to understand how I'm the bad guy in a situation where the other person decided to attack me and tell me they hope I get shot and killed.
All I did was attempt to point out bitterness.
I fail to understand how I'm the bad guy in a situation where the other person decided to attack me and tell me they hope I get shot and killed.
All I did was attempt to point out bitterness.
January 26, 2026 at 5:46 AM
Doesn't matter what I do, I always lose, even when I do the right thing and what I'm supposed to be doing.
I fail to understand how I'm the bad guy in a situation where the other person decided to attack me and tell me they hope I get shot and killed.
All I did was attempt to point out bitterness.
I fail to understand how I'm the bad guy in a situation where the other person decided to attack me and tell me they hope I get shot and killed.
All I did was attempt to point out bitterness.
Really crazy that someone so close to me can tell me "I want to stop being so bitter and jaded towards everything" one day,
Only to turn around four days later and tell me they hope I get the same treatment Renee Good did because I told them nothing but facts and pointed out their bitterness.
Only to turn around four days later and tell me they hope I get the same treatment Renee Good did because I told them nothing but facts and pointed out their bitterness.
January 23, 2026 at 4:28 AM
Really crazy that someone so close to me can tell me "I want to stop being so bitter and jaded towards everything" one day,
Only to turn around four days later and tell me they hope I get the same treatment Renee Good did because I told them nothing but facts and pointed out their bitterness.
Only to turn around four days later and tell me they hope I get the same treatment Renee Good did because I told them nothing but facts and pointed out their bitterness.
For once, I had two decent days in a row (save for our pipes temporarily freezing).
I don't expect the contentedness to last, but it's nice while it's here.
I may even finish the first part of my newest project today. Granted, there will be nine parts still remaining, but progress is progress.
I don't expect the contentedness to last, but it's nice while it's here.
I may even finish the first part of my newest project today. Granted, there will be nine parts still remaining, but progress is progress.
January 20, 2026 at 11:41 PM
For once, I had two decent days in a row (save for our pipes temporarily freezing).
I don't expect the contentedness to last, but it's nice while it's here.
I may even finish the first part of my newest project today. Granted, there will be nine parts still remaining, but progress is progress.
I don't expect the contentedness to last, but it's nice while it's here.
I may even finish the first part of my newest project today. Granted, there will be nine parts still remaining, but progress is progress.
I am BEGGING the universe to let him die before he starts a four-sided war and gets our country blown off the map.
Maybe do it before midterms so I don't have to be so utterly disappointed in 90% of my family.
Maybe do it before midterms so I don't have to be so utterly disappointed in 90% of my family.
January 18, 2026 at 3:16 PM
I am BEGGING the universe to let him die before he starts a four-sided war and gets our country blown off the map.
Maybe do it before midterms so I don't have to be so utterly disappointed in 90% of my family.
Maybe do it before midterms so I don't have to be so utterly disappointed in 90% of my family.
Jesus fucking christ.
Even when I'm just trying to relax and stay in my bubble, people feel compelled to needlessly start shit with me and guilt-trip me for not wanting to be a punching bag anymore.
I cannot take much more of this bullshit. The walls are closing in around me and I cannot breathe.
Even when I'm just trying to relax and stay in my bubble, people feel compelled to needlessly start shit with me and guilt-trip me for not wanting to be a punching bag anymore.
I cannot take much more of this bullshit. The walls are closing in around me and I cannot breathe.
January 18, 2026 at 7:05 AM
Jesus fucking christ.
Even when I'm just trying to relax and stay in my bubble, people feel compelled to needlessly start shit with me and guilt-trip me for not wanting to be a punching bag anymore.
I cannot take much more of this bullshit. The walls are closing in around me and I cannot breathe.
Even when I'm just trying to relax and stay in my bubble, people feel compelled to needlessly start shit with me and guilt-trip me for not wanting to be a punching bag anymore.
I cannot take much more of this bullshit. The walls are closing in around me and I cannot breathe.
Of fucking course, I struggle with suicidal thoughts all day, and when I finally get to go home early for once, I'm locked out and nobody is answering their phones.
January 16, 2026 at 11:42 PM
Of fucking course, I struggle with suicidal thoughts all day, and when I finally get to go home early for once, I'm locked out and nobody is answering their phones.
I am so close to just giving up.
January 16, 2026 at 4:48 PM
I am so close to just giving up.
I wish I could get anyone in my ever-shrinking circle to ever do anything fun with me that I'd like to do. I'm always doing the shit everyone else wants to do, but when it's my turn, I get ignored.
Fucking awesome. I guess I'm not allowed to have hobbies anymore.
Fucking awesome. I guess I'm not allowed to have hobbies anymore.
January 13, 2026 at 5:53 AM
I wish I could get anyone in my ever-shrinking circle to ever do anything fun with me that I'd like to do. I'm always doing the shit everyone else wants to do, but when it's my turn, I get ignored.
Fucking awesome. I guess I'm not allowed to have hobbies anymore.
Fucking awesome. I guess I'm not allowed to have hobbies anymore.
I can't even do the thing that was asked of me without being told that nothing I ever do matters, it'll never be enough, and that everything is always my fault.
Fucking super cool.
I don't know if I keep doing this.
Fucking super cool.
I don't know if I keep doing this.
December 16, 2025 at 4:04 AM
I can't even do the thing that was asked of me without being told that nothing I ever do matters, it'll never be enough, and that everything is always my fault.
Fucking super cool.
I don't know if I keep doing this.
Fucking super cool.
I don't know if I keep doing this.
It would be wonderful if people didn't treat caring about me like a chore. If you're going to let loose an annoyed sigh before asking me what's wrong, then don't fucking ask me period. I already struggle with feeling like a constant burden without that addition, thanks.
December 2, 2025 at 7:34 PM
It would be wonderful if people didn't treat caring about me like a chore. If you're going to let loose an annoyed sigh before asking me what's wrong, then don't fucking ask me period. I already struggle with feeling like a constant burden without that addition, thanks.
Damn good thing I took up smoking again, otherwise I'd have probably lost my shit tonight.
This mental illness shit sucks. Like life is already depressing as shit, why give me a mood debuff, too?
God knew I'd be too powerful without some kind of nerf.
Gotta rock the sad meta build for now.
This mental illness shit sucks. Like life is already depressing as shit, why give me a mood debuff, too?
God knew I'd be too powerful without some kind of nerf.
Gotta rock the sad meta build for now.
November 30, 2025 at 4:59 AM
Damn good thing I took up smoking again, otherwise I'd have probably lost my shit tonight.
This mental illness shit sucks. Like life is already depressing as shit, why give me a mood debuff, too?
God knew I'd be too powerful without some kind of nerf.
Gotta rock the sad meta build for now.
This mental illness shit sucks. Like life is already depressing as shit, why give me a mood debuff, too?
God knew I'd be too powerful without some kind of nerf.
Gotta rock the sad meta build for now.
I just need to accept that I no longer have any free will. I exist solely as a means to an immeasurable number of ends for the people around me, and am no longer a person.
November 28, 2025 at 3:41 PM
I just need to accept that I no longer have any free will. I exist solely as a means to an immeasurable number of ends for the people around me, and am no longer a person.
Absolutely love that every single thought and emotion are immediately invalidated by everyone around me.
Working on suppressing all emotions now since apparently none of mine fucking matter.
Working on suppressing all emotions now since apparently none of mine fucking matter.
November 26, 2025 at 4:58 AM
Absolutely love that every single thought and emotion are immediately invalidated by everyone around me.
Working on suppressing all emotions now since apparently none of mine fucking matter.
Working on suppressing all emotions now since apparently none of mine fucking matter.
Posting an oil pastel I did because why not, I need some positivity in this sad time of my life.
I may start doing these again soon because a creative outlet to help with grief can do wonders.
Show me some art you made thay helped get you through sad times, if you'd like.
I may start doing these again soon because a creative outlet to help with grief can do wonders.
Show me some art you made thay helped get you through sad times, if you'd like.
December 9, 2024 at 6:10 PM
Posting an oil pastel I did because why not, I need some positivity in this sad time of my life.
I may start doing these again soon because a creative outlet to help with grief can do wonders.
Show me some art you made thay helped get you through sad times, if you'd like.
I may start doing these again soon because a creative outlet to help with grief can do wonders.
Show me some art you made thay helped get you through sad times, if you'd like.
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Jimmy Kimmel just DESTROYED Donald Trump’s entire administration. 🤣
November 25, 2024 at 2:44 AM
Jimmy Kimmel just DESTROYED Donald Trump’s entire administration. 🤣
I wanna start a petition to start saying "Wet Sock Energy" instead of "small dick energy" because it gets the same point across without body shaming.
November 25, 2024 at 2:33 AM
I wanna start a petition to start saying "Wet Sock Energy" instead of "small dick energy" because it gets the same point across without body shaming.
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🙋🏻♀️ and a whole lot more people! Guaranteed.
You don’t really have to raise your hand, just like and share.
November 23, 2024 at 7:42 PM
🙋🏻♀️ and a whole lot more people! Guaranteed.
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I will never be okay with the fact that he got away with this.
November 19, 2024 at 2:13 PM
I will never be okay with the fact that he got away with this.
Unsurpising the US would electric an authoritarian president who idolizes dictators, considering the nation views itself as the final boss of Planet Earth. He really tricked people into thinking being pathologically self-absorbed is an admirable trait.
November 19, 2024 at 5:57 AM
Unsurpising the US would electric an authoritarian president who idolizes dictators, considering the nation views itself as the final boss of Planet Earth. He really tricked people into thinking being pathologically self-absorbed is an admirable trait.