energy anymore because my life happiness safety and personal growth and housing is most important to me right now & I am happy that is coming for me <3 please stay safe & I hope you all move on I have always

to feel shame or fear for asking for help even if its monetary ... countless people ask for help its ok as much as i want good things for myself like my apartment soon as i am called for it among therapy and adult autisim testing and help ect i want success for you too but I am detached & share no

even though i tried getting to know you the entire time you rejected me and were quite cruel ... you look like the type to enjoy some learning / car repair :) though truly i wish you the best along with you but you really need to understand like all of you ITS OK to ask for help & i dont want you

listen to my advice on housing (find low income restricted places) if you make X rent = 30% of what you make... I know you are capable of doing it and i hope you do some day so you can leave i told you what was wrong with your car too and you also never listened i too know you can fix it yourself.

& has believed in me hoping that I become stable one day hell! there's even door dash / uber there were i am going hopefully soon as fuck :D yeah i am excited yeah i am happy people are letting me be and leaving me alone but i thought you were a friend i trusted deeply .... & still i hope you

I mean I am going to a place were I can get testing for (autism) opening the doors for ssi and life stability even if i have to live frugal forever. If everything else fails I have planned for myself at least there is that (along with plans of) giving back to the community that saved my life.

as the saying goes love thy enemy well :/ bud I actually do want for you to feel freedom that I have experienced before; I been across the world (you can handle it being not Eugene for a few years) until you get back on your feet you realize there are countless LGBT communities in the state?

that crappy situation asap? I am on plenty of lists (I have been busy with my life) trying to get help for clothing among other things trying to keep the train trucking to a place were I will get the help i wanted my whole life. I am autistic I am transgender woman & I have been my whole life.

you just wont; i hope some day you realize that (going to another place to rebuild yourself so forth will likely not be the place you want it to be) beggars cant be choosers moment eh? but I am not saying at all you can't move back when you are in a better place! I mean do you not wanna leave

certain people especially one girl in a situation with a horrible father who has done nothing but attack me when i tried being their friend helping them out & fixing their jeep. May I suggest what I told you in the first place? (set on 1 place) you are really not getting anywhere

were i used to live when i had my old apartment she gave me some clothes laundry soap TP & 27$ but the thing that changed me was not that it was her hugging me and telling me her own way i see your pain.... all i ever wanted was to have my pain seen ...

video games should tell you something on how i was treated my entire life ... shunned as the black sheep of a narc family

you should too ... its you who matters & that's a peace no one can take from you <3

in other words let go of life & its bullshit its all a show a life a play we are all in & enjoy our little time we are given to enjoy earth... forevermore i choose love & showering people with it :) i will stay away from the evil and expose the dark.