Well, consider me impressed! Everyone following you most likely saw a piece you made, went “oh gosh that’s amazing” and have been here since! That feeling isn’t replaceable

I hope you do know that’s not true, and that this is just sad brain talking. Your art is uniquely yours, and we all find it beautiful. You will persevere, life has loads of wonderful things to throw at you down the road. You got this, and I hope you feel better soon!