jacQuii
@jacquiiwithacue.bsky.social
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Iñupiaq fm KOTZ, AK ❤️ artist, dancer, auntie 🖤
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jacquiiwithacue.bsky.social
Watching all the updates on fb. So far my family sounds okay but it gets stronger when it’s dark out. I can’t physically panic or cry about it, nor can I talk on the phone with people about it. Both roads out are unusable. There wouldn’t be a building to go to anyway. Water might reach the school.
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jacquiiwithacue.bsky.social
first realized I can think in my language at the same time as English 7daysago. Primal screamed. People’s stories are now Iñupiaq thoughts.

then 2 days later, I loudly celebrated 30 hrs of Iñupiaq & broke vocal cord.

now all within one week, my hometown is flooding, maybe the worst or close to it.
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santaclausalaska.bsky.social
“Is he dead yet?” asked Piglet.
“No,” said Pooh.
“Fuck,” said Piglet.”
This is a color drawing of Piglet and Pooh, walking in the snow, between a small stand of trees and shrubs.
“Is he dead yet?” asked Piglet.
“No,” said Pooh.
“Fuck,” said Piglet.”
jacquiiwithacue.bsky.social
Day 5 broken vocal cord: my whole body is still in pain. Sore fm enduring the shock waves of tingles/numbness/nerve pain rushes. It seems the hard part is in the past & my muscles need to recover for the week.

Won’t be able to use my cords till Friday 🤷🏻‍♀️ I’ll prob not use them till next month tho 🥵
jacquiiwithacue.bsky.social
They’re inflamed all the way around my cords down my spine. I did a primal scream during a panic at the language camp. And after the week, I was at the bar screaming & celebrating everyone’s hard work. So that’s part of it!

Also, it would take approximately 50-60 intense hrs to break them I think🤔
jacquiiwithacue.bsky.social
Haha, don’t be scared! I spent 10 yrs studying & it’s my 2nd intensive wk w speaking it outloud. Trying is GOOD! I’m even happy to be going thru this or grateful. It’ll just make it stronger.

Iñupiaq language is mostly used in the back by the Adam’s Apple! All those muscles back there instead. 🤯
jacquiiwithacue.bsky.social
above all else, I am angry at the colonizers’ language, the killer language. my vocal cord wouldn’t have been destroyed if my maternal lineage was allowed to speak and teach our language. 🤷🏻‍♀️ 🫠🫥🫣😳😤😩☹️
jacquiiwithacue.bsky.social
Thank you!! I’m in total shock. But I am grateful for it, too. Elders and others around me allowed me to cry and panic whenever I needed to last week. That helped a lot for sure.
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dandantransient.bsky.social
That's wild, I hope your cord heals along with the language healing that you're doing
jacquiiwithacue.bsky.social
the most shocking part (at this point, I can only laugh about it all) is that just by chance, I’ve waited 4 months for a consultation on my jaw. Yesterday, I learned there’s a (rly) slight possibility I’ll need jaw surgery which means my mouth will be literally wired shot for a little while! 🥴😦🫩😑🫥🫥🫥
jacquiiwithacue.bsky.social
damaging my vocal cord will probably be the biggest piece of humble pie that I’ll ever eat in my life! 😮‍💨
jacquiiwithacue.bsky.social
It really is the best place to holiday shop!
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spiraledu.bsky.social
Not Alaska being cut off…
simongerman600.bsky.social
Ok, that’s the legal drinking age across the world as visualized by @xruiztru but what’s the actual time you first drank in your country? I think it’s probably around two years below legal drinking age?
jacquiiwithacue.bsky.social
I’m in absolute shock and idk for how long. Please be patient with speaking English with me please. Haha. Hauk!
jacquiiwithacue.bsky.social
Anyway, I joked to the dental doctor ladies, “I guess… maybe after last week, I might be able to start saying I can speak the language now, too…. Maybe… idk… but I DID just break my vocal cord for Iñupiatun!” Like, holy shit! 😂
jacquiiwithacue.bsky.social
That, of course, they’re all mostly Elders now… aglaan, these days, our generation is working hard at bringing it back.

Last week, at Iñupiaqtun language intensive camp, I realized that my brain can now hear or understand both languages at once.
jacquiiwithacue.bsky.social
I’ll be okay. I’m in shock rn & need to focus on healing this broken cord. It’s painful. But, I’m OK. Actually, at a point where all I can do about it is laugh LOL 🤷🏻‍♀️

Made a joke with the doctors this am when they asked if there’s many Iñupiatun speakers anymore or if it’s declining, I explained…
jacquiiwithacue.bsky.social
Basically, fr the rest of the yr, my whole Being needs to slow WAY down. Pls be patient w me on socials & if you run into me IRL. Esp @ AFN.

I happened to also find out that I might need jaw surgery for TMD this morning. That will be a long process, too.

My brain is stuck in my language rn tho!
jacquiiwithacue.bsky.social
announced it on all socials & am still so new to Alaska Blue Sky (AKBS 🫨🤣) that I just realized it needs to be shared here -

I broke my vocal cord(s) from spending ~30 hours in Iñupiatun, my Native language. It’s a long, long story.

But, I can’t really think, talk, read, listen, etc very well.
jacquiiwithacue.bsky.social
I really want to start being a part of the local market community!
jacquiiwithacue.bsky.social
i am made of circles
and you, angles
jacquiiwithacue.bsky.social
got bennies on the vennies 🤑
jacquiiwithacue.bsky.social
it’s so fun to be a girliiiiieee