Jade Arkadian✨
@jadearkadian.bsky.social
📷SFW Amateur #Gposer on Final Fantasy XIV
💻Female Au Ra character @Chaos
🧑He/Him ♂, 36+, Single IRL, Straight Introvert
🔊🇪🇸//🇫🇷//🇬🇧
🪔Actually traveling throught the World of Shadows
Personal Twitter: @JadeArkadian
💻Female Au Ra character @Chaos
🧑He/Him ♂, 36+, Single IRL, Straight Introvert
🔊🇪🇸//🇫🇷//🇬🇧
🪔Actually traveling throught the World of Shadows
Personal Twitter: @JadeArkadian
I started to question myself if what I killed back in the woods was what I thought it was..
It was quite dark... and that strange feeling, the feeling that it wasn't one but several indivuals ,the fear and the rage I delivered...
What did I kill?
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
It was quite dark... and that strange feeling, the feeling that it wasn't one but several indivuals ,the fear and the rage I delivered...
What did I kill?
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
December 7, 2023 at 7:21 PM
I started to question myself if what I killed back in the woods was what I thought it was..
It was quite dark... and that strange feeling, the feeling that it wasn't one but several indivuals ,the fear and the rage I delivered...
What did I kill?
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
It was quite dark... and that strange feeling, the feeling that it wasn't one but several indivuals ,the fear and the rage I delivered...
What did I kill?
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
Can't remember their names, but I told them what happened back in the forest. About the wolf like beast and how I killed it.
"That's a very unlikely tale. We know for sure that wood and there are not wolfes around"
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
"That's a very unlikely tale. We know for sure that wood and there are not wolfes around"
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
December 7, 2023 at 7:17 PM
Can't remember their names, but I told them what happened back in the forest. About the wolf like beast and how I killed it.
"That's a very unlikely tale. We know for sure that wood and there are not wolfes around"
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
"That's a very unlikely tale. We know for sure that wood and there are not wolfes around"
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
After the incident in the forest, I managed to get back on road.
Eventually, I met 2 strangers camping in the wild.
They invited me join them around the fire, and even shared their meal with me.
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
Eventually, I met 2 strangers camping in the wild.
They invited me join them around the fire, and even shared their meal with me.
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
December 7, 2023 at 7:09 PM
After the incident in the forest, I managed to get back on road.
Eventually, I met 2 strangers camping in the wild.
They invited me join them around the fire, and even shared their meal with me.
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
Eventually, I met 2 strangers camping in the wild.
They invited me join them around the fire, and even shared their meal with me.
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
I had some very bad days lately because someone did something that make me really very very sad, and...well it affects my mood on doing content.
I'll force myself to do something anyway
I'll force myself to do something anyway
December 7, 2023 at 8:33 AM
I had some very bad days lately because someone did something that make me really very very sad, and...well it affects my mood on doing content.
I'll force myself to do something anyway
I'll force myself to do something anyway
I was blinded by violence
I hit that thing with everything I had until I realised with horror the carnage that I've just done
- Look at what you've done
- I'm not like this!
I wanted to end them, I really wanted to make them pay
But in the end, I didn't enjoyed that at all
GPOSE ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
I hit that thing with everything I had until I realised with horror the carnage that I've just done
- Look at what you've done
- I'm not like this!
I wanted to end them, I really wanted to make them pay
But in the end, I didn't enjoyed that at all
GPOSE ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
December 3, 2023 at 8:54 PM
I was blinded by violence
I hit that thing with everything I had until I realised with horror the carnage that I've just done
- Look at what you've done
- I'm not like this!
I wanted to end them, I really wanted to make them pay
But in the end, I didn't enjoyed that at all
GPOSE ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
I hit that thing with everything I had until I realised with horror the carnage that I've just done
- Look at what you've done
- I'm not like this!
I wanted to end them, I really wanted to make them pay
But in the end, I didn't enjoyed that at all
GPOSE ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
As I landed my attack, I chained with another, and another one.
Its warm blood splattered on my face... and everything turned fuzzy in my mind.
Its warm blood splattered on my face... and everything turned fuzzy in my mind.
December 3, 2023 at 8:45 PM
As I landed my attack, I chained with another, and another one.
Its warm blood splattered on my face... and everything turned fuzzy in my mind.
Its warm blood splattered on my face... and everything turned fuzzy in my mind.
Somehow, and when all was almost lost, the fear within me turned suddenly in anger.
Anger that fueled a devastating blow that I delivered using my sword with both hands.
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
Anger that fueled a devastating blow that I delivered using my sword with both hands.
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
December 3, 2023 at 8:43 PM
Somehow, and when all was almost lost, the fear within me turned suddenly in anger.
Anger that fueled a devastating blow that I delivered using my sword with both hands.
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
Anger that fueled a devastating blow that I delivered using my sword with both hands.
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
Tonight I've started to repost some of my old NSFW 🔞 content on my alt account (I want to keep this place free of sausages, milk, melons and oysters)
If you are into that kind of stuff, just pay me a visit @jadearkadiannsfw.bsky.social 👀
If you are into that kind of stuff, just pay me a visit @jadearkadiannsfw.bsky.social 👀
December 1, 2023 at 11:13 PM
Tonight I've started to repost some of my old NSFW 🔞 content on my alt account (I want to keep this place free of sausages, milk, melons and oysters)
If you are into that kind of stuff, just pay me a visit @jadearkadiannsfw.bsky.social 👀
If you are into that kind of stuff, just pay me a visit @jadearkadiannsfw.bsky.social 👀
The wolf which was in fact just parying my attacks till it decided that they had enought.
"Were they just defending from my attacks? No.. impossible. They are monsters! They want to kill me!"
So it delivered me back a blow that made me fall to my knees.
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
"Were they just defending from my attacks? No.. impossible. They are monsters! They want to kill me!"
So it delivered me back a blow that made me fall to my knees.
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
December 1, 2023 at 12:43 AM
The wolf which was in fact just parying my attacks till it decided that they had enought.
"Were they just defending from my attacks? No.. impossible. They are monsters! They want to kill me!"
So it delivered me back a blow that made me fall to my knees.
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
"Were they just defending from my attacks? No.. impossible. They are monsters! They want to kill me!"
So it delivered me back a blow that made me fall to my knees.
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
"Fight! Fight! Fight for your life! Kill them! Kill them before it's too late!"
My heart raced like never before. I was so scared and my instinct was telling me to kill before they killed me.
"They"
Why did I think of this beast not as a single individual in a moment like this!?
GPOSE ◦ FFXIV
My heart raced like never before. I was so scared and my instinct was telling me to kill before they killed me.
"They"
Why did I think of this beast not as a single individual in a moment like this!?
GPOSE ◦ FFXIV
December 1, 2023 at 12:34 AM
"Fight! Fight! Fight for your life! Kill them! Kill them before it's too late!"
My heart raced like never before. I was so scared and my instinct was telling me to kill before they killed me.
"They"
Why did I think of this beast not as a single individual in a moment like this!?
GPOSE ◦ FFXIV
My heart raced like never before. I was so scared and my instinct was telling me to kill before they killed me.
"They"
Why did I think of this beast not as a single individual in a moment like this!?
GPOSE ◦ FFXIV
I almost gave into my fears but running away wasn't an option. I fought the monster the best I could but the hellish wolf seemed to be invincible.
He was just toying with me before feasting on my flesh.
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
He was just toying with me before feasting on my flesh.
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
December 1, 2023 at 12:24 AM
I almost gave into my fears but running away wasn't an option. I fought the monster the best I could but the hellish wolf seemed to be invincible.
He was just toying with me before feasting on my flesh.
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
He was just toying with me before feasting on my flesh.
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
What I saw was a fierce beast. It reminded of a wolf but it seemed like something that came out of my worst nightmares.
The vision of this monster quickly scared me as I felt my hands shaking and my guts twisting in my insides.
Never the less I prepared for the fight.
GPOSE ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
The vision of this monster quickly scared me as I felt my hands shaking and my guts twisting in my insides.
Never the less I prepared for the fight.
GPOSE ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
December 1, 2023 at 12:15 AM
What I saw was a fierce beast. It reminded of a wolf but it seemed like something that came out of my worst nightmares.
The vision of this monster quickly scared me as I felt my hands shaking and my guts twisting in my insides.
Never the less I prepared for the fight.
GPOSE ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
The vision of this monster quickly scared me as I felt my hands shaking and my guts twisting in my insides.
Never the less I prepared for the fight.
GPOSE ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
I just made some photos... but.. huh.. I messed up at the end when I realised that I wasn't wearing the right glamour.
Will have to redo them again tomorrow
Will have to redo them again tomorrow
November 29, 2023 at 11:54 PM
I just made some photos... but.. huh.. I messed up at the end when I realised that I wasn't wearing the right glamour.
Will have to redo them again tomorrow
Will have to redo them again tomorrow
Then... suddenly, I felt a presence. Someone... something was lurking behind me..
I had a glance at my back and as I recognised that "thing" as a treat, I quickly unsheathe my sword...
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
I had a glance at my back and as I recognised that "thing" as a treat, I quickly unsheathe my sword...
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
November 25, 2023 at 10:29 PM
Then... suddenly, I felt a presence. Someone... something was lurking behind me..
I had a glance at my back and as I recognised that "thing" as a treat, I quickly unsheathe my sword...
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
I had a glance at my back and as I recognised that "thing" as a treat, I quickly unsheathe my sword...
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
It was really quiet.. unnaturally quiet in fact. Only the sound of my own footsteps could be heard in the silent forest.
As I marched forward along the path, I started to feel...fear... of getting lost?
Or maybe I was feeling uneasy in such a silent place?
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
As I marched forward along the path, I started to feel...fear... of getting lost?
Or maybe I was feeling uneasy in such a silent place?
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
November 25, 2023 at 10:22 PM
It was really quiet.. unnaturally quiet in fact. Only the sound of my own footsteps could be heard in the silent forest.
As I marched forward along the path, I started to feel...fear... of getting lost?
Or maybe I was feeling uneasy in such a silent place?
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
As I marched forward along the path, I started to feel...fear... of getting lost?
Or maybe I was feeling uneasy in such a silent place?
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
After some days, I recovered from my wounds and was ready to abandon Joaquim's house to continue with my journey.
The voice and my feelings guided this time into a dark forest.
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
The voice and my feelings guided this time into a dark forest.
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
November 25, 2023 at 10:14 PM
After some days, I recovered from my wounds and was ready to abandon Joaquim's house to continue with my journey.
The voice and my feelings guided this time into a dark forest.
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
The voice and my feelings guided this time into a dark forest.
GPOSE ◦ GPOSER ◦ AU RA ◦ FFXIV
One day, while having one of thoses family strolls, he told me something:
- "It might funny comming from an elezen like me, but I think life is too short to expend it in anger."
He said that out of the blue, and had me puzzled for a while.
I believe Joaquim had also issues in the past.
FFXIV
- "It might funny comming from an elezen like me, but I think life is too short to expend it in anger."
He said that out of the blue, and had me puzzled for a while.
I believe Joaquim had also issues in the past.
FFXIV
November 21, 2023 at 11:47 PM
One day, while having one of thoses family strolls, he told me something:
- "It might funny comming from an elezen like me, but I think life is too short to expend it in anger."
He said that out of the blue, and had me puzzled for a while.
I believe Joaquim had also issues in the past.
FFXIV
- "It might funny comming from an elezen like me, but I think life is too short to expend it in anger."
He said that out of the blue, and had me puzzled for a while.
I believe Joaquim had also issues in the past.
FFXIV
Joaquim was after, a family man. He lived humbly in his cabin along his husband and child.
I really appreciated the time I spent with them, though family life is not what I really want in life.
I really appreciated the time I spent with them, though family life is not what I really want in life.
November 21, 2023 at 11:41 PM
Joaquim was after, a family man. He lived humbly in his cabin along his husband and child.
I really appreciated the time I spent with them, though family life is not what I really want in life.
I really appreciated the time I spent with them, though family life is not what I really want in life.
"Looks like you finally wake up."
He introduced himself as Joaquim, a humble shepherd who lived in small cabin in the cliffs.
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He introduced himself as Joaquim, a humble shepherd who lived in small cabin in the cliffs.
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November 18, 2023 at 7:41 AM
"Looks like you finally wake up."
He introduced himself as Joaquim, a humble shepherd who lived in small cabin in the cliffs.
gposer | FFXIV | FFXIVsnaps | EorzeaPhotos
He introduced himself as Joaquim, a humble shepherd who lived in small cabin in the cliffs.
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I can't tell how much time I laid unconscious
But in the end, I woke up in a foreign bed. Someone found me, saved me and took care of me.
It was an aged elezen with reading glasses though he greeted me me with a friendly a warm smile.
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But in the end, I woke up in a foreign bed. Someone found me, saved me and took care of me.
It was an aged elezen with reading glasses though he greeted me me with a friendly a warm smile.
gposer | FFXIV | FFXIVsnaps | EorzeaPhotos
November 18, 2023 at 7:39 AM
I can't tell how much time I laid unconscious
But in the end, I woke up in a foreign bed. Someone found me, saved me and took care of me.
It was an aged elezen with reading glasses though he greeted me me with a friendly a warm smile.
gposer | FFXIV | FFXIVsnaps | EorzeaPhotos
But in the end, I woke up in a foreign bed. Someone found me, saved me and took care of me.
It was an aged elezen with reading glasses though he greeted me me with a friendly a warm smile.
gposer | FFXIV | FFXIVsnaps | EorzeaPhotos
I reuploaded last post because the pics way way too dark (still they are dark, but now you can tell what's going on)
So.... what do you think what's next? Will this turn into somekind of Evangelion like episode?
The answer lies in a couple of days!
So.... what do you think what's next? Will this turn into somekind of Evangelion like episode?
The answer lies in a couple of days!
November 16, 2023 at 1:17 AM
I reuploaded last post because the pics way way too dark (still they are dark, but now you can tell what's going on)
So.... what do you think what's next? Will this turn into somekind of Evangelion like episode?
The answer lies in a couple of days!
So.... what do you think what's next? Will this turn into somekind of Evangelion like episode?
The answer lies in a couple of days!
In the darkness I had a vision.
- "Who are you?"
- "Am I your past"
- "My past..."
- "Why can't you forget about me?"
- "Because I was happy at that time"
- "But now I am causing you pain"
- "Yes"
- "Then let it go. You can be happy once again"
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- "Who are you?"
- "Am I your past"
- "My past..."
- "Why can't you forget about me?"
- "Because I was happy at that time"
- "But now I am causing you pain"
- "Yes"
- "Then let it go. You can be happy once again"
gposer | FFXIV | FFXIVsnaps | EorzeaPhotos
November 16, 2023 at 1:14 AM
In the darkness I had a vision.
- "Who are you?"
- "Am I your past"
- "My past..."
- "Why can't you forget about me?"
- "Because I was happy at that time"
- "But now I am causing you pain"
- "Yes"
- "Then let it go. You can be happy once again"
gposer | FFXIV | FFXIVsnaps | EorzeaPhotos
- "Who are you?"
- "Am I your past"
- "My past..."
- "Why can't you forget about me?"
- "Because I was happy at that time"
- "But now I am causing you pain"
- "Yes"
- "Then let it go. You can be happy once again"
gposer | FFXIV | FFXIVsnaps | EorzeaPhotos
The storm in fact, was summoned by the latent rage I had inside me.
- "I can't forget, I can't forgive, I.. feel hate"
- "Drop it, let it go Jade." so my guide replied in my mind
- "I.. can't"
- "Then I can't help you anymore. I can't make that decision for you."
Everything turned to black...
FFXIV
- "I can't forget, I can't forgive, I.. feel hate"
- "Drop it, let it go Jade." so my guide replied in my mind
- "I.. can't"
- "Then I can't help you anymore. I can't make that decision for you."
Everything turned to black...
FFXIV
November 16, 2023 at 12:58 AM
The storm in fact, was summoned by the latent rage I had inside me.
- "I can't forget, I can't forgive, I.. feel hate"
- "Drop it, let it go Jade." so my guide replied in my mind
- "I.. can't"
- "Then I can't help you anymore. I can't make that decision for you."
Everything turned to black...
FFXIV
- "I can't forget, I can't forgive, I.. feel hate"
- "Drop it, let it go Jade." so my guide replied in my mind
- "I.. can't"
- "Then I can't help you anymore. I can't make that decision for you."
Everything turned to black...
FFXIV
Yesterday I wanted to do some screens... but...
No plogons😢
No plogons😢
November 15, 2023 at 10:51 AM
Yesterday I wanted to do some screens... but...
No plogons😢
No plogons😢
I followed a path marked by my feelings thought I met my end in the ocean.
I drowned and almost lost conciousness, then a voice in the void of my mind talked to me:
"It's because you can't let go the past. You are so obsessed about your sorrow that you can't realise the good things anymore"
I drowned and almost lost conciousness, then a voice in the void of my mind talked to me:
"It's because you can't let go the past. You are so obsessed about your sorrow that you can't realise the good things anymore"
November 11, 2023 at 10:54 PM
I followed a path marked by my feelings thought I met my end in the ocean.
I drowned and almost lost conciousness, then a voice in the void of my mind talked to me:
"It's because you can't let go the past. You are so obsessed about your sorrow that you can't realise the good things anymore"
I drowned and almost lost conciousness, then a voice in the void of my mind talked to me:
"It's because you can't let go the past. You are so obsessed about your sorrow that you can't realise the good things anymore"