You aren't alone, I feel the same way. This is a true feeling of grief and we all need to just grieve for a while in our own ways. After a bit we will brush ourselves off and see where we stand and build from there.

"We bring the BOOM, and the POW, and even the WHAM"

I raise will you this clueless man

He'd probably serve some fries with a side of bacterial infection if he was actually allowed to serve people.