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@jamrolls.jiv.us
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I like making things and finding stories. I feel it's important to understand that things are just complicated sometimes. 毎日の事には美がある。

Cat mom. Quad skates! 地衣類と変形菌が大好き！💖 Trans, despite everything.

She/her. (アメリカでの) AM 日本語、PM English
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今日の投稿は駐車場での撮った最後の写真。

オレゴン州の意外又は面白いものの一つ：夕方にでも、朝露が時々まだあります。それとも、一日中、露が集まり。まだよくわかりませんけど、綺麗です。

葉では複雑の面を出す植物には、特別に美しいです。
November 26, 2025 at 12:32 PM
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It’s time for another photo! This was a fabtastic collection of lichen and moss on a bare yet vigorously budding deciduous shrub in the parking lot rather than the garden proper. I was quite taken with the dense setae on the buds.
November 25, 2025 at 6:06 AM
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又のオレゴンガーデンからの写真。

光と影を混ぜるともっと綺麗なイメージを作ることになるだと思います。でも、撮った後、目のイメージに比べると、いつもちょっとがっかりします。目が素晴らしい機会ですね。
November 24, 2025 at 4:32 PM
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Take the estrogen, if that’s what you need to do!

(Or the testosterone, if that’s more your style!)
A collage showing two photos of the same person: on the left in a men’s dress shirt and tie with short hair, a noticeably high, balding forehead, narrow eyes, a slight unibrow, a closely trimmed mustache, soul patch, and very small beard covering only the chin, and an overall masculine look, smiling but tired; and on the right 10 or so years older with long gently curly hair framing the face and exposed upper chest, bright open eyes, separate and shaped eyebrows, no facial hair, fuller cheeks and narrower jaw and neck, and an overall feminine look, with her tongue stuck playfully out.
November 24, 2025 at 7:04 AM
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I found myself at the Oregon Garden this weekend. I took so many photos of things I was excited to see, my camera roll overflows!

For documenting the experience, I guess to start, here is a shrub I admired for its flat, scalloped growth planes and the vibrant contrast between its new to old growth.
November 24, 2025 at 4:41 AM
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As long as I’m sharing selfies, here’s one of my favorite skating selfies! Dang, do I miss this skate park. I promise I was wearing protective gear when I was actually skating any of the features.
A selfie of a smiling woman wearing a red tank top and a red bandana over her hair, open in the back with waves of brown hair at her back. Behind her is a wood-surfaced double-halfpipe skate feature with a hump in the foreground and a spine behind. Further back, there are concrete features and a bowl. The sun is behind her and the sky is brilliant.
November 15, 2025 at 7:08 AM
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Bad (but kind of awesome?) selfie from assessments last night. I had to make sure my hair looked not incredibly awful after taking off my helmet. Damn do, I miss derby!
Photograph of a woman squinting at the camera with her head tilted forward, to get a better view of the top of her head. She is wearing a white tank top jersey and glasses. The background is a nondescript wall with an exposed electrical conduit protected by equally nondescript painted PVC pipe.
November 15, 2025 at 6:56 AM
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今日もう一つなのサンフランシスコで撮った写真を投稿します。これは「Monterrey Cypress」（ヒノキ科の部分）です。写真を撮った時は知らなかったけど、この木はカリフォルニア州の北以外、自然に生えません。けれども、とても綺麗だから、他の国や場所で植えてあります。
A photograph showing seed cones on a limb of a Monterrey Cyprus tree, with dense green foliage in the background below and slate-colored skies above.
October 14, 2025 at 4:02 PM
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Another photo from my San Francisco trip: I don’t know the plant (iNat says Arbutus / strawberry tree) but I was tickled by this whimsical inflorescence.
A photograph of a hanging cluster of small pink, bell shaped flowers, on a plant with broad green leaves and deep red young stems.
September 30, 2025 at 6:53 AM
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先週、サンフランシスコに行きました。色々の植物写真を撮ったけど、その中で一番気が入ったものはこれです。海の際や風吹いてある丘の地に育つ通り、葉が強くて、少し革のようのものです。でも、その冴えない景色から、そんなに鮮やかな花が出ます。

見たと少し驚きで嬉しかったの。あの日は誕生日だから世界からプレゼントをうけたかんじでした。
A photograph of a wild California Poppy growing through bark mulch along the margin of a sidewalk. Its leaves are a dull silvery green, and bright orange and yellow flowers are blooming.
September 27, 2025 at 3:31 PM
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Oh, to be as carefree as this squirrel, casually sleeping on the side of our fence.
A photograph of a light grey/brown squirrel, lying drowsily on its belly on top of a wooden fence, with arms and legs draped on either side. There is greenery in the background and the fence has a lattice top section just below the board the squirrel is lying on.
June 26, 2025 at 7:11 PM
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この辺は、テキサスに比べて、一切違っている植物があります。今日、この地域にいると絶対役に立つ言葉「苔」を覚えました。日本語で、地衣類の名の末には「コケ」がよく付けてあるけど、今までその部分の意味を知っていませんでした。
A photograph of moss growing luxuriantly on the branches of a magnolia tree, with leaf shade creating a suitable microclimate despite bright clear sun overhead.
May 25, 2025 at 8:53 PM
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Kitties adapting pretty well to the new environment!
A photograph of an orange cat and calico cat lying adjacent on a black comforter, with the orange boy visibly grooming the side the calico girl’s face. Both cats look very pleased, with faces raised and eyes closed to slits.
May 9, 2025 at 1:12 AM
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To mark the occasion, here is (one of) my very photogenic cat(s). 😻
A macro photo showing an light, striped orange cat with white mouth and chest fur, licking his upper lip and looking very focused on the task at hand. His lip is curled back over itself to execute the lick properly.
May 5, 2025 at 11:53 PM
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今からの所、引っ越すまで、普通の投稿の代わりに描きだけのアカウントになるそうですよ。

クリスマスに貰った細いペンで描いたガーゴイルです。ペンを使うのは大変難しいです。間違ったことを正確にするのは無理で、変な形を作だちゃうとその変な形を示す仕方ないです。

とにかく、この子は可愛いですね？描いたことには喜びました。
A line drawing in pen showing a mostly-front view of a winged dog-like gargoyle, sitting with vertical forelimbs nestled among the heading text of a medical invoice. The shadows of its shape are roughly cross-hatched.
February 13, 2025 at 7:11 AM
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Quickly draw what you're wearing, 5 minutes max!

I'm still on hiatus, but I couldn't help but try this out, it seemed fun.

Felt good to make something for a sec. Also, these crazy pattern tights are dumb AF and they are coming off immediately now that I'm done. 😝
Tiny pencil drawing on a sticky note of a girl lying in bed on some pillows and bunched up comforter wearing a spaghetti strap tank and diamond-patterned tights.
February 11, 2025 at 8:04 AM
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今日、一つの漢字勉強目標が完成でした。

具体的に言って、1,500字以上が今から知っています。前の千字以上の目標から15月間が経ちました。次の500字が必ずもっとすぐにきます。

よく言った句、「漢字が段々習いやすくなる」とは、実際的に正確そうですね。

#日本語勉強履歴
An image showing learning progress in the jpdb application, highlighting that the sum of learning and known indirect kanji is over 1,500.
February 4, 2025 at 9:00 PM
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朝の光
A photograph showing everyday objects on a wood nightstand dresser with bright reflected light and stark shadows. The finish on the dresser has worn attractively. In the background, an out-of-focus shelf is filled with books lies below a bright window.
October 20, 2024 at 4:31 PM
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ようやくやった！

今日は、始めてから丸で半年前、徳間アニメ絵本の「隣のトトロ」を読んでしまいました。

始まる時、言葉が大体もう知っていたのに、読書力が弱かったのでとてもとても遅く読んでいました。よくほったらかしたり、難しさにしょんぼり、時々思いように進みました。

所が、今、字や言葉をスキャンするのが出来るし、カナだけで書いた言葉でもよく認識するし、最後の章を速くて飛び読めました。

その間に青空での日本語で書いてある投稿をよく読んで、逆転裁判の最初の章をやって、いい練習がよくありました。この本の初めと終わりの大きい区別はそれらの結果でしょうね。

#日本語勉強記録
A photograph of the slightly worn front cover of a Japanese "My Neighbor Totoro" picture book. Besides the title, publisher, and creator's name, it shows Satsuki, Mei, and of course the large Totoro, who is holiding an umbrella, against a bright countryside. A photograph of the final pages of the story, with scenes taken from the movie of Kanta's grandmother embracing Mei, Satsuki thanking Kanta, the Totoro family on the Camphor treetop playing ocarinas, and finally, the four humans walking down the road side by side.
September 16, 2024 at 11:19 AM
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コロナ禍のスタイル久しぶりだね
A photograph of a woman wearing double masks in a parking lot. She is looking into the sun with narrowed eyes and also wearing a banadana as a head scarf, so very little of her face is visible.
August 17, 2024 at 11:39 AM
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My heart is so full tonight; got to listen to amazing musicians all day and see my favorite band for the third time in just the last several days.

Even more tomorrow, but right now I'm just happen to bask in the center of it all. 🥰
A photo of a woman smiling in front of the as-yet-dormant entry to an event space. She is wearing her hair up, glasses, and a mustard-colored T-shirt with the sleeves bunched into tank top straps. A banner on the entrance reads "Welcome to ON THE OCEAN" and past the entrance a large bucket lift vehicle assists in setup for the festival.
August 11, 2024 at 3:21 AM
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For my invertebrate-loving followers: several shield bugs very excited about, or perhaps excited by, a brilliant Pride-of-Barbados blossom cluster.

Seen in a neighborhood walk in Austin, Texas.

#invertebrate
Three dark shield bugs gathered on and near a cluster of bright red-orange and yellow flowers and buds/fruit. Two appear to be mating while the third looks on.
July 27, 2024 at 2:11 AM
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Just to clarify, this is what I am referring to. I woke up to four new followers, none of whom seem to have any common interests with me or my world, and all of whom, if they are actually real people, seem to be straight cis dudes who are very patriotic and/or religious.
A screenshot of a Bluesky notification saying that I have four new followers. All of their profile pics are simple photographs of adult men.
July 12, 2024 at 1:31 PM
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I have to introduce you to my cat Chili, who meets all three of these criteria. Please don’t put a skull on her face.
A photograph of a calico cat in a person’s lap, looking towards the camera with a mix of expectation and a slightly forlorn expression. She has an upside-down black heart-shaped marking covering her nose and large black pupils in mottled green eyes.
June 30, 2024 at 2:33 PM
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Challenge for the willing: selfie right now
I selfie photograph of a middle-aged woman smiling and gesturing, with the haunches of a calico cat in her lap. In the background are computer monitors, wall art including the liner notes to Sylvan Esso’s album Free Love displayed as art.
June 28, 2024 at 6:08 PM