I’m sure there’s going to be a pre-nup a mile long.

I go back in about a month, and I guess if I don’t magically have no anxiety…idk.

Also enjoy the fact I was told that due to my possible “qualities of autism”, I might not experience happiness and joy the same way as others. So the flatness I generally experience is the best I can get? 6/6

I was just surprised he basically went, “no, all of your problems are caused by the fact you don’t get a minimum of 8 hours every single night.” No ADHD meds for you.

So now my running joke for any complaint in our house is, “have you tried more sleep?” 5/

All will be fixed by more sleep. The gabapentin will help with my anxiety apparently. Idk. I’ll try it, and hope it doesn’t do the opposite since it can literally make things *worse*.
I’m not opposed to trying something new. 4/?

Instead he put me on gabapentin to help me go to sleep earlier. Because I need more sleep. Which is true. No doubt. But more sleep will apparently fix all of problems- better mood, less irritability, more tolerance, my depression, my anxiety, my “qualities of autism”. 3/

Basically I didn’t make a good enough case to him for taking the med that drastically increases my ability to function without it feeling like pulling teeth. It lets me tolerate sensory input better, annoyances aren’t as annoying, I’m better able to perform non-preferred tasks. 2/?