Sim, o viadinho do meu gato me arranhou quando eu ia justo dar carinho nele, num posso mais acariciar ele que já vem me deixar tatuagens de arranhões

Well, I'm not much of a person who leaves the house to exercise, but I think it would be good for me to try, thanks for the suggestion

and thanks again man!

Good night

Thanks for the comment, today really wasn't much different from the tiring days I've had, but fortunately I was finally able to schedule a psychological appointment for myself this week, your comment made me feel a little better this morning, you know? :)

A morte, e a solução? Sem embargo, não quero demonstrar mais fraqueza e dor de cabeça a outros, porem posso disser que não vai ser cedo que a morte vai me consumir, já que nem isso tenho a coragem de abraçar a morte sem ter aquele medo de deixar talvez alguém com sensação de ser um lixo..

These nights are perhaps the reason why I stay in a boat without a hole, I'm already losing hope, my job, my family relationship, the person I love, my dream... I sometimes want to leave this room and go to an empty and relaxing place so I can draw and sing a few songs from the fruit of my thoughts.

However, I feel like I'm being over the top in having to go after a waste of money in vain, the weight of my family being judged is inevitable for me... all these nights are a headache, these voices don't stop laughing, judging, remembering and shouting these horrible things at me...

but somehow... I'm coming back with that horrible and worrying feeling, I try to open up even more to my friends, so as not to accumulate garbage inside me, even so, the hopes that I keep during the day, disappear on these miserable nights... I'm urgently trying to find a psychologist... but...

I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF IN FRONT OF YOU AAAAAAA😭🔫