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javgerr.bsky.social
Nox on twi-X🔞
@javgerr.bsky.social
Girly, 20, italian🤌 likes yaoi, sometimes writer but don't trust it too much
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**End of part 1

You can already read the whole thing on ao3🍃
archiveofourown.org/works/60844702
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
They watched together, standing on the the grass near the river, as the red bird flew away from the blue one, while he watched as his loved one left him. So he was left alone, chirping sadly towards the sky, in hope his love would return.
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
"Why of course, dear. We can stay in, no problem." he smiled gently, wrapping an arm around Kuni's body to keep him close.

"Thank you." Kuni's voice was just a flebile whisper, and Kazuha didn't question that either.
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
"Mh? Oh, nothing. I just... Wanted to stay at home with you, tonight. I don't really feel like going out." he said softly, laying his head gently against Kazuha's shoulder.

Kazuha let out a soft relieved breath.
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
He rubbed Kuni's hand with his thumb, trying to calm his mind down. "What were you... What were you saying, earlier? When you called me." he asked instead, keeping his gaze on the birds.
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
And all Kuni was doing was just an act to not hurt him.

Kazuha gulped down hard and ignored the cold chill running down his spine. He forcefully shoved those mean thoughts away, even if it was hard to.
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
Kazuha found his behaviour weird. But he didn't ask of it. Suddenly, to his horror, a little voice whispered in his brain that Kuni wasn't actually happy to be with him. He came unannounced, he forced his presence in the boy's current life...
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
Then, his expression lit up when he realized Kazuha was looking at him, and he smiled brightly.

"They are! They really are. They're so cute, aren't they?" Kuni squeezed his hand tightly, getting closer to him and admiring the lovely birds.
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
"Look, Kuni. They're like us." Kazuha pointed the birds out with a finger, his head turning to his boyfriend with an amused smile. But his brows furrowed slightly when he saw Kuni staring at the birds with absent eyes.
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
It's blue-ish feathers were fluffy and shorter, but the bird was dancing so gracefully, moving it's beak and spreading it's wings to impressionate the beautiful female in front of it.
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
The other boy was silent for a few seconds. Kazuha noticed how the two birds resembled them both. One had colorful feathers, bright red, orange, yellow, showing off it's colors with a big and proud tail.
The other was a little smaller, taking the colors of the world when night came.
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
Kazuha smiled but kept his eyes forward, his attention momentarily caught by a couple of colorful birds. "Yes, Kuni?"
He didn't call his boyfriend Kunikuzushi often, he made it clear it was his past self, but he didn't mind when it was just them two, in intimate moments.
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
There was sadness in his gestures, but his eyes were always full of love when he looked into Kazuha's.

"Kazu," the sound of Kuni's voice was low, as they walked hand in hand on the edge of the river around Sumeru City.
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
Kazuha noticed the way his smile was becoming less bright, less genuine, as if the boy was losing the strength to hold one up for more than a few seconds. But he didn't look sad. Not actually, at least.
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
The way his eyes often darted away to get lost into nothingness when they were talking or looking at each other, his expression going empty for a quick second, just for it to be shaken away with a quick smile when Kazuha started talking again or pointed out something in the nature.
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
And so they walked through Sumeru City hand in hand, talking, laughing, sneaking kisses behind books in the House of Deana.

But the more time they passed together, Kazuha started noticing small details about his boyfriend.
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
"You have a house?" Kazuha turned to him with a surprised smile, truly happy for the amazing news.

"Yes, Nahida insisted on building one for me. It's just down the street, near Alhaitham's. It's small but cozy, you'll love it. Kaveh designed it, you'll meet him later too."
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
Kazuha chuckled, holding his hand tightly. "That's alright, I'd love to meet your friends." he hummed staying close to Kuni as they walked.

"It's a deal then. And for the time being you can stay at my house." Kuni said with a proud smile on his pretty lips.
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
Kuni smiled lovingly and grabbed his hand. "I was going to meet with the other's at Lambad's for a drink tonight, would you want to come meet them? They're good people." he said, gently pulling Kazuha to start walking down the street. "If not I can cancel on them losers." he added after a few steps.
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
As much as he wanted to see everything and spend the best time ever with his boyfriend, he couldn't deny the arousal that Kuni was provoking him now that they were together after all that time apart.

"Of course, we'll do anything you want. I actually have a few places I wanted to show you."
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
"I am. And I want to stay with you the whole time. I want to walk through the whole of Sumeru with you, sleep under the stars, explore with you." Kazuha wisely omitted the rest of the line he wsnted to say: 'and your body'. He was sure it wasn't necessary in that moment.
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
"You're not the one to blame, Kazu. We both had some stuff going on... But you're here now, right?" his voice was so sweet that it sinked right into Kazuha's heart.

He smiled softly and nodded quickly.
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
Kazuha sighed softly, looking down. He's felt like a horrible boyfriend the whole time, for not finding the time to come see his man.

Kuni immediately cupped his cheek with a hand, making Kazuha look up into his eyes.
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
"Captain Beidou was invited to spend some time here by a couple friends of her. And, I'd also like to apologize for not coming earlier. I've heard what happened here in Sumeru... And I had some business to take care of in Inazuma with Ayaka and Gorou."
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM
"You didn't tell me you'd come by. What brings you here?" Kuni asked as he pushed a strand of Kazuha's white hair behind his ear, his fingers so gentle in the movement.
November 25, 2024 at 9:47 PM