Sometimes I envy the ability to open the skin and to release the pain. All I do is carry the weight that continually grows. It never ends. When will it be enough?

It’s never enough

My family makes me feel small
#family #feelings #nevergoodenough

I got a job. It’s not going to be easy but it pays phenomenal and will give me the sense of independence and empowerment I so desperately need. I can do this. I can do anything I set my mind to. Today is the beginning of the rest of my life.

What is your fave hobby or thing you do to pass time? ADHD friendly would be a bonus.
#hobbies #adhdblues

I don’t know if I can get back on the app when it’s possible it’ll just go dark again. Thoughts?

I feel stupid because it’s just an app. But then it’s not just an app. I found myself. And I learned. And I made friends. And I lost so much tonight. And I want to scream and cry.

Is anyone else feeling a panic attack? You know, now that it’s dark and I didn’t actually have time to find a way to keep any of the information I had saved and I feel like I’ve lost so much more than a past time.