i'm just accepting that i'm gonna ruin it at some point and it's already over and i can't get that thought out my mind

a shit combo of thinking im not good enough for anyone and thinking i'm gonna lose what i currently have and die alone

bars my nigga

ngl im stunlocked by maryland's being "nigerian"

yeah idk it sucks cause it's vocalizing the one real worry i have about my identity 😭

jesus fuck

it's probably some excuse for an underlying reason to excom me but idk

i don't even think i even understand what that means. like i'm literally on hrt what would i need to do? (the answer is probably actively present as feminine as possible but i don't wanna do that)

yeah! i just wanna not wear a shirt sometimes, or like be in my home naked and it be chill

deadass, gotta set up scheduling and coordinating like its a fucking wedding