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Jay 🏳️‍⚧️
@jaylien.bsky.social
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Artist, writer, self-made guy, 30, ND, very bi and often high ☁️ i post in German and English

Love yapping about my special interests (Disco, House, K-pop, queerness, art, SpongeBob, aliens, Squeex, writing)
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A little round cat posting for your timeline 😺
A black cat is sitting in a cardboard box. He is very round and his body is big, with a small head on top of his chunky body. He is fluffy and seems content, even though you can't see his face.
November 19, 2025 at 4:20 AM
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Because I've been reading so much lately and actually managed to reduce my physical TBR stack, I indulged a little and got new books today 🙂‍↕️ both authors I've read and enjoyed before!

#booksky #reader
On the left is a red book, with a black rose on the cover. It's called "Rouge" by the author Mona Awad. On the right is a green book, with a cute hedgehog on the cover. It's called "Earthlings" by the author Sayaka Murata.
November 6, 2025 at 5:33 PM
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New sertraline poem 🩷 I am so grateful for this medication, despite the bit of side effects I experience

#writer | #mentalhealth | #zoloft | #seasonaldepression
Title: Is this how normal people feel? Quiet headspace I can think Happy thoughts And I don't sink The sinking has stopped A breath of fresh air My lungs full of hope No thoughts of despair No more self doubts And no creeping dread My head kind of empty Until I'm in bed Sleep comes harder at night My thoughts running wild But that is okay I know how to stay Sane In an insane world -What a strange feeling- But I'm coping so well My soul is still healing
October 31, 2025 at 11:33 PM
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A poem about how sertraline gave me back my will to live, but took my ability to cum 🥲

#poetry | #medication | #SAD | #winterdepression
Sertraline: Peaceful quiet Head so empty Tension headache Fitful night Hard to sleep And hard to please But hey, at least The haunting’s seized.
October 29, 2025 at 10:25 AM
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New poetry dropped 🪻🐦

#poem #poetry #writing #october
Why is it so hard to cope To exist To breathe To stay Slipping in and out of sanity So many old vices calling So much old shame Washing over me Hands reaching right through As I disappear into the blue
October 16, 2025 at 3:34 PM
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Its a small green cute alien 🥺
A small green alien worn on a keychain hooked to a belt.
October 9, 2025 at 12:22 PM
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Omg this is soooo spot on, even the colour pink! 😳🩷

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Jay's keywords: Keywords color: Pink Very emotional. Stubborn. Small happiness. Internal conflict. Quiet outside. Overthinks inside. Romantist. Imaginative. Idealistic. Needs alone time. Fragile.
September 20, 2025 at 2:34 PM
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Faye Wong - ECO PACK-王菲-浮躁 (1996)
Daft punk - homework (1996)
Solar twins - solar twins (1999)
An album cover showing two photos Faye Wong. The left photo has her covering her eyes with both her hands. The right photo shows her half covering her mouth with one hand. She has black hair in a shoulder length bob, dark eyes and is wearing a green top. Am album cover showing a black background with red writing in it that reads "daft punk" An album cover showing a tranquil looking nature scene with water and green hills in the background. On the right there are two people photoshopped into the scene.
September 9, 2025 at 6:59 AM
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Yeah, it worked on me 😂

Do you know how often I've told people "that one SpongeBob episode radicalized me"? Not even joking 😅
A photo of a tablet screen showing the thumbnail of a YouTube video called "how SpongeBob made us woke" by an account named "doll deranged". The thumbnail shows a person with a microphone in the middle, left to them is an image of Squidward yelling into a microphone, with a communist flag in the background, to right side is an image of SpongeBob dressed up with a weig, lipstick and a pink dress, with a rainbow flag in the background. At the top big letters in all caps read "SpongeBob's agenda"
September 8, 2025 at 1:39 PM
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Highly recommend the queer Britain museum though. It's very small, but made me cry. So beautiful and sweet 🥹🥹🥹
Windows made out of coloured glass, with writing on them. The writing says affirming things like "it's fabolous to be seen" and "it's important to be seen" and "it's vital to be seen"
August 30, 2025 at 8:18 PM
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Warhammer world 🥹
A gigantic Diorama, that spans a whole room and is at least two meters high, showing an epic battle. It's lit in Red and blue colours. Two plates with a burger and fries on each.
August 27, 2025 at 6:37 PM
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My experience in England in a nutshell
A sign in a window reading "smile, You're on CCTV" with a little smiley face drawn next to it.
August 27, 2025 at 6:31 PM
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Jesus Christ, seeing the censorship first hand while using bluesky here in the UK... Scary times
An info banner at the top of a bluesky home page, that reads: "the laws in your location require you to verify you're an adult to access certain features. Tap to learn more."
August 25, 2025 at 9:01 PM
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Here's a photo of glorp looking at London! 👽
A green alien plushie is held up to a plane window, so they can look outside.
August 25, 2025 at 9:12 AM
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Bisexual labubu :)
A drawing of a pink labubu, with purple and blue shading. The outlines are done with a darker shade of pink. He looks evil, but cute and has a light pink nose above his creepy labubu smile.
August 23, 2025 at 4:14 PM
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For my Queers ❤️‍🩹🩷

#poetry #queerart #T4T #transart #poem
Traversing the world with fear And oh, so brave Stand out and stand proud Brace yourself For the looks of the crowd Our tears mean everything But our laughter means more Who is allowed to live And who is allowed to just exist? Safety or freedom We chose what we believe in
August 19, 2025 at 3:28 PM
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Btw these are my DIY'd Jorts, I don't think I'll ever wear anything else again in summer lol instant hit 🥰
Jay is wearing light blue jeans shorts with a black belt in them and a dark purple-ish shirt with black birds on it.
August 11, 2025 at 10:12 AM
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The one I did today 😻🔥

#sketchbook #transart
An oil pastel drawing in soft shades of white, beige, pink and lavender. It shows a person in a bed or on a couch surrounded by what might be pillows or blankets. She is seemingly wearing nothing but heart shaped pasties and a bright pink choker. Her pose is sexy, but relaxed, she is half leaning backwards on a pillow, her lower body close to the viewer. Her legs are positioned so they cover everything but her butt. She is looking at the viewer with a non-committal gaze, her mouth slightly open. Her dark hair is in a short bob.
July 18, 2025 at 5:38 PM
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Here's another one I'm really proud of! :3

#sketchbook #oilpastel #queerart
An oil pastel drawing of a white person seen from above the knees and up to her head. She's wearing black short shorts, has a bare chest except for some pink pasties and a sexy metal chain that wraps around her neck, chest and waist in layers. She's wearing her dark hair in a bob with bangs and got a pink choker around her neck. She's looking downwards or has her eyes closed and has her hands casually behind her back. She is surrounded by two pink and teal butterflies or moth like winged creatures, one on the left side and one a bit higher up on her right side.
July 10, 2025 at 12:17 PM
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here's one I did today 🥺 she's my favourite alien 😻

#sketchbook
An oil pastel painting of a person seen completely in a kneeling or crawling and almost suggestive pose. She's looking at the viewer, her hands in front of her knees, with her upper arms framing her bare chest. Her hands are drawn in a way that makes them look almost glowing and alien-like. Her hair is lose in a cute, slightly wavy bob with bangs. The whole image is in green and blue hues, with neon green accents.
July 8, 2025 at 5:32 PM
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#lovepoetry | #LOML | #queerart
Sometimes I don't wanna get better I don't wanna heal But then I remember What I'm living for And that life That woman Those dreams with her Are so worth every bit of effort Healing is hard Healing is pain But I'd rather be in pain Fighting for a better future Than hurt her With my absence
June 16, 2025 at 8:51 PM
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#period #poetry | #feministpoetry | #transart | #endometriosis
red bed sheets wide t shirt boxers on manspreading joint in hand freebleading heating pad full pink moon taking pain like a Girl
June 10, 2025 at 7:52 PM
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#poetry | #queerart | #transart
You shove us into boxes then complain when we don't fit Your claim on creating words doesn't like to be challenged Only empire expansions never your horizon on the mind
June 10, 2025 at 5:45 PM
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Two poems I wrote about my experience with #PMDD and #endometriosis

Short disclaimer for the second one: "Female" is used in the same way the medical system and society are talking about my kind of body. I am not female and I don't consider my body to be female. That's partly the point of the poem
twenty needles to inject myself with black market testosterone gutting myself and ripping it out putting this useless organ in a blender feeding it to the medical system do they get off to my suffering? do you like seeing me in pain? Female bodied with Female problems means invisible problems no research done kinda problems you're making it up, you're overreacting, you don't deserve help kinda problems forever suffering in silence or taking myself out of the equation
June 9, 2025 at 1:32 PM
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Fuck AI | #poetry | #realfeelings | #mentalhealth
I crave real human connection Like my knife connecting with his skull Like someone telling me I'm wrong Like sharing drugs in the bathroom stall Like locking eyes with a queer across the room Like making fun of hippies with you Like shared marvel at museum objects Like someone telling me my fit eats Like embarrassing myself in front of a stranger Like together crying at a sad movie
June 4, 2025 at 2:28 PM