early jan birthday mean you get birthday/christmas combination gifts which are usually just anything that was on sale after christmas 😭

as a person who doesn’t really wear makeup i absolutely hate makeup as a gift omg ☹️

maybe when i go to philly in august i can make it up to myself & treat myself to a fun trip but i actually feel like this year is going to turn me into one of those “only celebrating my birthday alone” people bc honestly i hate being disappointed and this is the second year of this shit *sigh* 😭