nvm jdrii back

also jdrii is dead
i killed him :3

how to uhhhhh

she wouldnt have wanted to see me like this, she wantrd me to be happy.
She gave everything so that i could live, so that i could have a nice life and not suffter, she fought for months, even years for me.
I should stop being so negative for the smallest things.

probably not

am i becoming the same thing i wanted to stay away as far away as possible?

funnily enough, the times were im sad are because i start to think, and then overthink about meaningless stuff and i start to feel awful

i wanna turn off my brain permanently and just be a slave i mean a pet sorry i meant a cat

buh

sometimes i wish i had better communicating skills, and noy struggle so much while talking to someone
Wish i had more things to say or express, instead of being this empty, awkward thing.

silly

Uhh heyy everyone says this place is better than X so I'm here now. Follow me if u like hardcore music cause that's what I do ! Also here's some art I'm still working on so this post isn't boring idk