but I can't do anything about that. There's no use to any of this. It's just making me do more erratic things and get more upset. I have to stop. For the good of myself and other people.

I'm trying so hard to replace bad habits with good ones. Stop looking at things I obviously don't get enjoyment out of. Stop letting people ruin shit for me. It's so hard.

And I need to stop checking up on people who hate me. It's their choice to. What they choose to do might suck,

BREAKING: SEXISM GOOD IDEA, SAYS MAN WITH NO SEX LIFE

The internet is a cesspool.

I'm aware I have about as much concrete art method as a rat with a crayon, but I wanna at least attempt to improve at it this year. I've been slacking, but every time I see my marshmallow drawings I get irritated and wanna one up them!