At this point I’m literally just buying it for the new games. Fuck upgrading my games. If I’ve already got them I’m not gonna fork out extra money for other features, some of which won’t even work without Online (I.e. the Bowser Tv Live camera thing. Would literally only be used if friends are over)

I think we’ve managed to cope by putting all our remaining energy into hyperfixations that have come back with a vengeance (South Park will not let me rest). Anyway that’s the most of the update

So the past week has been non-stop cleaning. We’ve had so many sleepless nights and breakdowns because of this upcoming house assesment (mainly out of fear that they’ll take away our cats. We always put our cats first no matter what.) Essentially we’ve been stressed but somehow managing

We also are trying to chase up about social prescribing. We were told they’d be in touch in 10 days, then they never were. So we’ve been trying to hunt that down. We also have been reported for not being able to take care of ourselves and surroundings so we’re having a house assesment on Tuesday +

(Mainly because this past year and a half has been discovering different behaviours, wondering why they’re there, and realising the abuse history iceberg goes waaaaaaay deeper then we originally thought. It’s turned out Way more complex than we ever thought..), so we want the blank years filled in +

We had a mental health assesment again recently and we’re being referred right back to CMHT (after only 2 months away from them 😔💔 thought we’d last way longer then that), we’re REALLY trying to push for some kind of trauma processing therapy like EMDR. At this point we are DESPERATE for answers +

NO FUCKING WAY

You sound like Eminem if he never made it big

Fucking what

Please stay safe 🙏🏻

To say I’m frustrated is an understatement. To say I don’t understand why she does this to us is an understatement. And the more depressed me and Mason get, the more we both can’t cope with day-to-day life, the more tempting it is to just let her do what she wants with our outside life.

Today she nearly completed took over without asking (which is a clear boundary we all set together to encourage better communication), and wanted to completely unmask as herself around all strangers because “it doesn’t matter”. WHAT IS GOING ON WITH YOU?! This risks us ALL!

And it feels like as the body gets older, Myla is getting harder and harder to stop and to hold back. When we were younger it would just be flirting with adult strangers online behind all our backs. But now it’s doxxing us, booking hotel rooms with older men, sharing the body nsfw +