yay. Thanks! 👽

We're adults having fun with a videogame, chatting and sharing stuff.

But then everything sounded so serious when I did a fraction of what they do everyday. Everything became kinda off after that.

I was like: "Wait... What did I do wrong? "

Today I know what was wrong.
'Me existing in that space'

The art I posted was way strip down considering the explicit ones they shared, but on my time, I became the problem. I'm not even touching the Tumblr long-response story again, that was worse, but that worked to see that I don't want to be part of this.

The difference: I don't like the characters they like, and like the ones they hate, but how dare I "said" that. Look, I'm not talking about right and wrong, I'm talking about stupid rules that exist in fandom space. They only accept if you like exactly what they like or at least keep the head down.

Previous mutuals shared a bunch of gore art of my fav characters, I kept doing my thing because everyone does what they want and I was fine back then.
Days later, I post an art on my account, my tav after killing the villain of the game (Emp) and those mutuals were like "Fuck you! You're blocked!"

Yay, so hot! 🥵

I never thought too much about that part, but I had started creating a story about how she met a friend back in the crèche, who disappeared and got raised by a Githzerai. But I never fully developed the idea. I'm still thinking about the character origins on her AU as well.

I love this art!

Dnd character. Started writing her for 'The Lich Queen's Beloved' (A classic DnD adventure made for Githyanki PCs). But end up playing with her in BG3 as well (and even in The Sims 4 thanks to mods LoL)