John Williams
jodawi.bsky.social
John Williams
@jodawi.bsky.social
Reposted by John Williams
TW: CSA, trafficking

1992 was my year of hell. I survived but am forever changed. I don't know if he's alive or dead.

Rockie Leo Smith, b. Jan 1944 in OK to Chester and Vera, father of Kimberly and Marla (my beloved step-sisters). Alias, James Tucker.

I keep checking obituaries but no word.

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November 4, 2025 at 5:08 AM
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TW: CSA, trafficking

And I really want those files released, those secrets spilled. I want every survivor to see justice. I want every living predator stripped of their wealth and power and made to face accountability.

I want it for me, too, but I'll never see justice. I just want to know.

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November 4, 2025 at 5:08 AM
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TW: CSA, trafficking

I know now he saw me as a ticket back to the life he lost. I was his property and he justified what he did to me as being okay because I wasn't his "real" daughter, just the child he'd helped raise from 2 to 13.

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November 4, 2025 at 5:08 AM
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TW: CSA, trafficking

I've come to the conclusion he either went to Epstein's island at least once or knew enough about him to want an island of his own.

Power, money, influence, control. These drove my step-dad. His heartattack led to bankruptcy; he never financially recovered from that fall.

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November 4, 2025 at 5:08 AM
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TW: CSA, trafficking

You see, my ex step-father had been a multi-millionaire in the 80s, running a computer corp with funds from his dad's oil business. He went on frequent "business trips" while I was growing up that included many other wealthy people around the world.

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November 4, 2025 at 5:08 AM
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TW: CSA, trafficking

He'd wanted the resort to feature a number of minors to be featured for "use" to the wealthiest clients with me as the gem. He went into great detail about my future, his plans for me. I asked questions to hide my terror, but never questioned where this idea came from.

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November 4, 2025 at 5:08 AM
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TW: CSA, trafficking

My step-dad revealed his ultimate dream to me at one point in a room at the Pink Flamingo in Laughlin: he wanted me to take on wealthy clients he knew from being a former* multi-millionaire in order to fund the purchase of a private island where he'd build a resort.

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November 4, 2025 at 5:08 AM
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TW: CSA, trafficking

It was only years later, I realized all those men were paying my step-dad. That our hotel and grocery bills were funded from my body.

The more that comes to light about Epstein's circle and actions, the more pieces of memory return and fit in ways that make sense now.

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November 4, 2025 at 5:08 AM
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TW: CSA, trafficking

And soon, he arranged a "date" for me with a valet I'd expressed having a crush on. A 23 year old with a 2yo daughter. He didn't stop when I told him my age. There were many more after that that I can recall. I know my step-dad drugged me at least a couple of times, too.

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November 4, 2025 at 5:08 AM
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TW: CSA, trafficking

It escalated quickly into training, and when his job in the Isle of Mann fell through, we packed up and became nomadic for a while as he figured out what to do next. My mom, dad, grandmother, and I in two cars. We stayed in hotels in CA, NV, and AZ.

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November 4, 2025 at 5:08 AM