However, this year has been the best year of streaming for me, but it ended the worst way possible. I reached affiliate and got to see signs of real growth, only for it to be brought down again. Maybe I'm just in my head or I'm actually that bad? Idk. See y'all in 2026! (3/3)

My artwork for my new design has been in the works, and by late January, I should have all the things I need. I'm also going to be home for Christmas break, so I won't be able to stream. Not like anyone is going to watch me, but I feel like I need this break. I feel useless (2/3)