How many suicide attempts will it take before this blows over?

Since no one has me on this I’m going to rant. I’m tired of being hurt. I’m tired of having suicidal tendencies. I’m tired of wanting to get drunk every night. I’m tired of lies and this life. I don’t know what more I can do for myself and so I sleep all day but I can’t even sleep anymore.

Time for spooky season

Not sure what to put here but yooooo shit sucks. But 1 more trip