its a BIG web too so i don't wanna destroy it like she clearly worked hard on it but also she's gross and big and i hate her. she's not on it right now but i'll try and get a picture bc lemme tell you she's gross

flies love flying around my windows tho so she should be eating good so good for her

bep im not gonna tell you want to do but you'd be my hero

thank you tennelle that really means a lot <3333333

but i also dont want to interact with the drama that seems to follow the wc fandom so :T

Literally have no idea why this series has such a chokehold on me

and it’s exhausting. I also feel like such a fake trans bc I literally just flip flop and it’s like pick a lane dude.
Same thing with being bi but like. No one’s out here wanting to date me anyway so who cares

Ik I sound crazy but fuck man. I desperately wanna go on T. Would like to get top surgery. Make more tangible steps towards how I feel rn. But I also know that one day it’s gonna switch. And then it’d be the same thing all over again. Like I just feel like I’m never gonna be able to feel right

My withered old body can’t handle these hard drugs 😭

Eyyyyyyy talk about airplane food next

But yeah I’m luckily on my last few doses and have to taper down instead of just quitting but oof. It was also a really high dose and had to be extended bc my first rx didn’t clear the reaction I had so unfortunately it makes sense it’s hitting me so hard

Omgg that’s terrifying 😭 luckily I’m on my last few doses but oof man it really fucks you up!!

i really just wanted to shout into the void i've been on prednisone for the past week and a half and it's making me so shaky and jittery i wanna die. its also making me want to draw really really bad but the shaky/jitteryness will have none of that so basically everything is terrible

I’m so insecure about my story ideas and I really just gotta forget about the audience and just Do It

Not this consistently poking me in the brain thinking it could be a good way to get into DMing….