please let her be slay

finally

going from not being able to run for 3 minutes straight to being able to run 20 minutes no breaks. she slayed

youtu.be/zXe3a290B7w?... i hope deep down sierra knows how fucking awesome i think this video is and i think about it all the time when i exercise with the sole purpose to feel better & gain strength. she was slay for this

would have been a game changer during my turbo depression gonna end it all era in 2015-2017. but cool to know i can go into a public space and not be hyper aware of my presence every waking second

good for her tho w her life and her baby...there are still awesome plus size creators out there rn but during our skinny girl ozempic crisis. i need the fatties to MAKE CONTENT I NEED U GUYS !!!! (context i am a fatty)

she made super normie content but she was the first plus size creator i saw on youtube in college after i tried to get through a serious ED and i just loved her....its crazy she JUST made a video a year ago that was so inspiring to me when i started to feel bad about my body again 😭

no exactly.....it's something that i don't think is a BAD thing but it's hard to have fun sometimes when you're the only one sober in a con party group lol. i think maybe i need to learn how to do magic tricks

and i've enjoyed being more sober (drinking makes me really sick for unknown reasons all of a sudden! yay immune problems!) because i'm learning new ways to connect with myself and others. problem is cons are ALL drinking for me....so I need to find other ways to have fun and stay up late lol

I definitely found myself being like "wow i love making cosplay!" but realized i actually just love crafting lol. I want to enjoy cons but I think I need to spend the next year reframing....I'm almost more interested in trying to vend or volunteer at a con to still enjoy it in a new way

thank you!!! Cleo my queen ...