had a whole thought abt the trojans but as i typed it out i began to disagree w myself so nvm but yeah i need kevin and neil in the third book PLSSSS
and if that means we get more andrew (bc neither of those 3 can go anywhere w out the others) then i will be very happy w that as well :333

reading that after all the shit in the first triology and jean’s part ur like “yeah jeremy is going through shit but it’s not that crazy” and then u sit to think abt it and it’s like wait no that’s actually crazy and we barely even know anything bc jeremy is the most Unreliable narrator Ever !!!!

neil cameo in the next book bc we can’t end off jean’s triology w out his “misplaced forever partner” (technicallt it’s jean & jeremy’s trilogy but like half of it is jean’s so neil deserves a cameo)
bro i’m so scared for the last book bc bro we finally will get to learn more abt jeremy and like

that emotion behind their purchase since it’s not mindless and your considerate and care for the animals and now u will take care of those gloves

:((( i’m sorry
if it helps i’m sure those gloves would’ve been bought by someone anyway, and prob by someone who doesn’t feel the same guilt u do, which is arguably worse bc at least u acknowledge the animal that went into it and hold weight in its death and it’s better for someone to buy that with

lowkey real
like small things just add up and then i feel so bad for being angry over smth so small

YAYAYAY

yayyy i’m glad writing stuff down helped !!

real i keep staying up so late and then i feel all nervous and anxious and overthink for no reason and then can’t sleep bc of that but the only reason i feel that way is cuz i’m still awake 😭😭😭

i think there was a throwaway line abt robin being single too (unless i’m misremembering) so it’s like why did they include her at all this season if she wasn’t gonna be mentioned and it wasn’t going to work out like ???? 😭😭😭😭

and everything
OK INNED TO DTOP AND SCTUALLY GO TO BED PH MY HODDDDO

i got caught up in mass delusion after s4 BUT UGGGHHHH im so mad
ig i hsd like wayyyyy too high expectations and they were just completely obliterated and that’s making it an even rougher like betrayal 😭 BUT SLSO BRUH THEY NEVER MENTIONED WILLS PAINTING LIKE ARE WE SERIOUSSSSSS affer the van scene

it’s not the same show even tho it is idk HGGGHHHHHHHH

keep getting SO PISSED OFF abt the fact that they butchered mike’s character and i cant even word any of my thoughts it’s just like annoyance and anger AGGGGGHHHHHHHHG
and like i enjoyed watching the episode when i was watching it but it didn’t feel like real like all of s5 just felt like fake like

“how did u know if u wanted to date” IF NOTHING WAS GOING TO COME FROM THAT
and when el “died” mike only shed a tear even tho before he was like screaming and crying trying to get to her ? would he not still be sobbing and screaming after like what bro
ok i need to go to bed and stop thinking bc i

NEVER EXPLAINED WHY IN WILL’S COMING OUT SCENE THERE WERE TIMELINE INCONSISTENCIES LIKE MELVALDS OR WHATEVER ITS CALLED DIDNT SELL MILKSHAKES IN HIS TIME SND WHY TF WOULD HE LIKE GETTING LOST IN THE WOODS WHEN THATVWAS OBV TRAUMATIC FOR HIM LIKE GENUINELY WHATTRRR and what’s w the whole “signs” and