i have no where to go other than the streets, and have no money to afford a partial hospital/housing situation
im at the behest of my social worker to get anything done because i have no internet access except for 30 minutes a day

i couldnt get discharged, so im being court ordered to stay where im at
hopefully ill be moving to a more relaxed facility that better supports me
currently my only treatment options here are medication
and as someone with complex trauma that does nothing for me

kind of a failboy so might need a hand or two
i will see what resources i can pool :/

youre welcome ^w^ ill have to send you it as a tiff so the colors print out nice :3c

and for the dog, the fleeting bliss in the spiral is worth the gnashing of teeth.
my deal breaker for a society is that it does not allow any harm, even to those that "seem" "deserving". one of the first steps towards that is defining what harm is, or more importantly what is care ?

im an abolitionist, i dont believe in the prison model, i want to believe in the reformation of people. being willing to kill for your cause is the stain of oppression and domination culture; it is a dog chasing its tail and would sooner rip itself to shreds than build anything meaningful

we must plainly and clearly share OUR truths and realities, to fight them on any "professional" level is to be pulled into the false reality–manners and professionalism are tools of supremacy–and giving a stage to such speech is near supporting it

the ONLY effective way to combat fascist ideology is through building a shared reality and culture that focuses on fostering a more inclusive and equitable society. one that is not vertical in power but is powerful because of how such is distributed horizontally to many

killing the nazi is to help their cause to a degree; they want to appear as "underdogs" or unfairly hated, and reframe the reality of "we arent going to allow you to harm" as "you are restricting our Freedom"