shiverstar.
@jumpcvt.bsky.social
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Horridly venty.
Main: @sh1verstar.bsky.social
Horridly venty.
Main: @sh1verstar.bsky.social
I was made to be more than I am
But why am I nothing?
But why am I nothing?
October 30, 2025 at 11:06 PM
I was made to be more than I am
But why am I nothing?
But why am I nothing?
I don’t know what to do anymore why do I even bother no one wants me around I’m useless I’m worthless I’m nothing I’m never going to be good enough
October 28, 2025 at 3:19 PM
I don’t know what to do anymore why do I even bother no one wants me around I’m useless I’m worthless I’m nothing I’m never going to be good enough
Why can’t anyone just tell me they don’t fucking want me around anymore instead of letting me believe I’m allowed in this group any longer
October 25, 2025 at 3:25 PM
Why can’t anyone just tell me they don’t fucking want me around anymore instead of letting me believe I’m allowed in this group any longer
I feel so fucking pathetic
October 25, 2025 at 3:25 PM
I feel so fucking pathetic
How am I apart of a friend group that I don’t even belong in
October 25, 2025 at 2:52 AM
How am I apart of a friend group that I don’t even belong in
Feeling bad almost feels stupid but something in me knows it’s not
I don’t know what I’m supposed to be doing
I don’t know what I’m supposed to be doing
October 24, 2025 at 10:23 PM
Feeling bad almost feels stupid but something in me knows it’s not
I don’t know what I’m supposed to be doing
I don’t know what I’m supposed to be doing
It’s funny how relevant this still is
I’m too much
And not enough
And not enough
October 24, 2025 at 10:15 PM
It’s funny how relevant this still is
I wish I could do this again
Eating chips and drinking strawberry lemonade because I’m sad lol
October 24, 2025 at 10:13 PM
I wish I could do this again
I haven’t been here in forever but I suppose it’ll be useful again.
Literally what the fuck do you do when you know you don’t belong but you still stick around anyway in hopes that maybe something will change but it never does
Literally what the fuck do you do when you know you don’t belong but you still stick around anyway in hopes that maybe something will change but it never does
October 24, 2025 at 10:12 PM
I haven’t been here in forever but I suppose it’ll be useful again.
Literally what the fuck do you do when you know you don’t belong but you still stick around anyway in hopes that maybe something will change but it never does
Literally what the fuck do you do when you know you don’t belong but you still stick around anyway in hopes that maybe something will change but it never does
Eating chips and drinking strawberry lemonade because I’m sad lol
March 23, 2025 at 3:33 AM
Eating chips and drinking strawberry lemonade because I’m sad lol
I did say they should leave me anyway.
March 18, 2025 at 7:06 PM
I did say they should leave me anyway.
It makes sense that I’d get left behind
March 18, 2025 at 7:06 PM
It makes sense that I’d get left behind
I’m too much
And not enough
And not enough
March 18, 2025 at 7:05 PM
I’m too much
And not enough
And not enough
They never did like me
I know why
I know why
I’ve tried to shove it down
But it’s so evident that maybe they just don’t like me anymore
I knew it would happen
It still hurts.
But it’s so evident that maybe they just don’t like me anymore
I knew it would happen
It still hurts.
March 18, 2025 at 7:05 PM
They never did like me
I know why
I know why
I’ve tried to shove it down
But it’s so evident that maybe they just don’t like me anymore
I knew it would happen
It still hurts.
But it’s so evident that maybe they just don’t like me anymore
I knew it would happen
It still hurts.
March 18, 2025 at 7:05 PM
I’ve tried to shove it down
But it’s so evident that maybe they just don’t like me anymore
I knew it would happen
It still hurts.
But it’s so evident that maybe they just don’t like me anymore
I knew it would happen
It still hurts.
God damn why did everything regress so much
It’s been a while since I’ve actually done this because I’ve gotten over it for the most part
And I actually feel very good!!!
And I actually feel very good!!!
March 17, 2025 at 3:51 PM
God damn why did everything regress so much
I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself
March 17, 2025 at 4:47 AM
I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself
What am I supposed to do
March 17, 2025 at 4:46 AM
What am I supposed to do
I don’t know what to do
March 17, 2025 at 4:46 AM
I don’t know what to do
I fucked up so badly
March 17, 2025 at 4:46 AM
I fucked up so badly