jun-system
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System of 🌱Jun, with 💚Lime, 🦊Rokko, 💗Carcar, & 🖤Nori We share a body (32, ハーフ) & a brain w/Autism/ADHD/PSTD & more. Most of us are Trans & ΘΔ! I'm a Little also, so please play nice! 🔞 <-important 🖼 itaku.ee/profile/jun 🍵 https://ko-fi.com/rokko
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The courage has finally struck, for me and my system to truly, without all the vagueness, reveal ourselves to my current friends (and anyone else who sees the art I make).

I drew all of us, and inside our head's inner world, these forms help us with this shared challenge that is our life.
This image is an infographic detailing Jun's System, in the Dissociative Identity Disorder/Plurality sense.

Clockwise from bottom-left:

Jun: [Host][Fusion of several previous alters] extradimensional slimegirl. otherkin. height: Varies, usually Little. Age: Varies, also usually Little. [There is also a gradient bar showing that Kid mode is more common than Teen or Adult mode for her.]

Jun is friendly, bubbly, ands has hope in others! The brain's autism/ADHD/PTSD, & other conditions hits her a lot. She's developed a lot of coping mechanisms. Please gently the Jun~

Nori: [Internal Self-Helper][former Persecutor][former Introject] kamaitachi/okuri-inu. otherkin. height: Long. Age: Ageless.

Nori is an atoning alter who's taken to embodying who the adults who raised us could've & should've been like. Once scary but now friendly!

Carcar: [Caretaker][former Fictive] "dinosaur". Height: Synced to Body (5'07") Age: Synced to Body.

Carcar is one of the earliest alters. She's the body's avatar within the system. Monitoring the body, she's very "Mom", a role she loves because she loves us!

Rokko: [Protector][Co-host][former Host] kitsune/ghost. therian, otherkin. Height: 15cm/0'06". Age: 800+

Rokko was once filled with so much rage. But she grew to care for us and found her peace, and her calling as a Protector! To honor her renewed connection with Inari-Okami, she wishes to guide & protect us through this lifetime.

Lime: [Big Sister][Co-host][Protector] extradimensional slimegirl. otherkin. Height & Age: semi-synced with Jun (a bit older, a bit taller)

Lime strives to be a fun yet still caring alter! She's cool as a cucumber, a total tomboy, and strives for a "relaxed/approachable" vibe.
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🌱💚 oooh my gosh, i think we were in our teens when last had access to those!! so awesome, love your made seels omg
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🌱💚 GEKKOMONNNNNNNNNN
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🦊 If you were to ever prompt the subject, Jun (or Lime) could talk your ear off to how much Digimon's meant to her~

Of course, Beatbreak's going for something very different than the old shows, but... the excitement the two felt, the wonder. I could feel their channeling happy vibes.
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🦊 The kiddos really loved watching Beatbreak; I hope I can carve out times for us to keep up.

Classic Digimon meant a lot to Original Personality & subsequent alters, up to Jun & Lime.

Being half-Japanese, the dub keeping what it did with the characters, plus being a good show, meant the world.
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🌱💚 got around to watch beatbreak today and aaaaaaaaaaaa!!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
A screenshot from the Opening of Digimon Beatbreak. The screenshot is from Toei's YouTube upload, the UI of YouTube is showing. The scene is divided in horizontal halves, broken up by a wavepulse line. The top portion shows the cast of the show in a car. On the bottom is a side view, zoom out of the same car scene, showing the car to look vintage. (Jun added text asking: "How old is this car?") Between the halves, Gekkomon, who in the animation crawls and jumps along the wave visual, is in this freeze frame, in mid-air, obscuring the driver's face. Close up of Pristimon, an orange raccoon-looking digimon, from the car screenshot. She's leaning slightly out the window, in an expression that read to Jun as "vibing".

Jun scribbled on text that reads: "Road Trip Feel" "Pristimon I love you" Close up of Gekkomon, a gecko-looking Digimon, from the car screenshot. He's facing the open window, his tongue sticking out, to presumably feel the rush of air as the car drives at highway speeds. His expression appears silly & vacant, as he's often depicted.

Lime scribbled on text that reads: "it him" "GOOBER" "💚" "Goober" "💚" "Goober" "GOOBER" "The GOOBER!!!" "Goober" ">w<". There are also several arrows pointing to Gekkomon.
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🌱 day of a lapse, in the efforts to turn fear, of trauma, into joy

if i can art more, about healing regression, or even just no-pain, lighthearted just, lighthearted arts stories

turn it to joy, i need the scary to hurt less Q_Q
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🌱 *meds kick in, brainfog starts clearing up*
cw. school abuse
*clearing up to flashbacks to being "locked" inside the elementary school conference room in 2nd-6th grade. door wasn't actually locked, just the knowing how much more mad the adults could get if i left, so my sheer fear was the lock*
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🌱 this snapshot of thought brought to you by "ougggh morning meds kick in faster please"
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🌱 "What does this all even mean? Do I or do I not have a claim to my own past, continuity or identity...? I don't feel like I'm anything, it's all a haze of uncertainty. What even am I?"

💚🦊🖤: "Teen mode."

🌱: "I'M NOT OWNED!"
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🌱💚 omggg OwO a scenario i'd enjoy! cute & giggly times~ i do love a shrinking scenario where it's very, always reminded of how you're smol now
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i haven't mentioned it in a while but have a lot before; shrink/micro is an interest that (can) turns the pain into joy, and your thread today, i feel puts the feeling all into words QwQ

your write ups are such wonderful to read because of your gushing, it's passion, you feel like you're there.
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🌱💚 i love your vivid description of the loss of ability that comes with shrinking. Probably not your primary intention(?), but it's like, well, part of what shrinking speak to me a lot as an interest, metaphor for disability. Especially like, how it can impair you more over time
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[CW : #paw #micro #macro #sizeplay #sizesky ]

Yoshi looks real good in teal

#art #drawpile #blutoof #yoshi
Shoeless Yoshi from the Mario series at a low angle, view focused on the bare paw, a tiny Blutoof the cat can be seen about to get smooshed
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🌱 💚 omg! stellar angle and coloring!!
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I walk this path for more than mere redemption,
I walk this path because it is who I wish to be.
No longer chained by my bitter past.
If I can help Jun have the longest, happiest life I can provide,
Then this is the path of healing, towards the light of my soul.

癒しの道
-Rokko
In a forest, a 7-tailed kitsune walks. She is noticeably smaller than the grass around her, her tiny paws leaving footprints in the path where the grass parts.. This is Rokko. The environment almalgamates her past, her present, her emotion about her station in life. Autumn petals float in the breeze, a torii gate can be faintly seen in the distance beyond two tree trunks.
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🌱💚 So because I'm like "omgggg pokemon!" Me & Lime wanted to make ourselves some Ralts line pokesonas! We've always loved Ralts line, like with how amorphous egg group which makes us think "ooh kinda slime like us!" but also the sensitivity to emotion, loyalty & attachment to those kind to us!
On a colorful teal & green backdrop, two figures are shown. On the left is Jun as a Ralts! The head horns are modified to look like my "J"-shaped hair tuft, while I have my slimegirl sluglike tail, and cute little toes~ On the right is Lime as a Kirlia. Her head horns are the lime slices from her usual form, her skirt with similar wedge shape & black shorts to evoke the black skirt of her usual form too. She strikes a ballet-esque pose!
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🌱💚 omggg! fun story with a lovely lesson at the end

and yay!! ^w^ @ it bringing you enjoyment to write it!
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🌱💚 so as it turns out, i was also in these various Drawpile sessions!! here are the drawings accompanying what they posted

i'm more #agere #littlespace while they're more #abdl. But our overlap & hangouts become to where we're encouraging each other. having fun, following our hearts~
Sketches from Drawpile. [1]A 3-panel sequence featuring a Braixen. [Panel 1] The weary Braixen, bags of stress under her eyes, holds her stick wand close to her chest. Braixen: "I wish I could just... reset. & feel comfy for a while." [Panel 2] Braixen looks to her wand, an idea forming, her wand beginning to glow & sparkle with magic. Braixen: "hmm..." [Panel 3] Narration Box: "And so...!" Braixen has regressed to a baby Fennekin, complete with a little diaper! Rejuvenated & elated, she wags her tail intensely!  [2]A Maushold family of 4 are all padded up. The left sketch has the mother cradling the son, who's been regressed back down to a little baby, in her arms. Her dialog as follows: Mother: "When your father & I startedusing diapers, I got to thinking... I missed pampering you. Don't worry, perhaps when you grow up, that mean ol' AI won't be around anymore to make your job search sooo hard. Until then... Mommy's got ya (heart)." The right sketch, drawn by dlmata, has the father & the regressed daughter holding hands. A sketch comic from Drawpile. First 3 Panels drawn by me. [Panel 1] Within a Mystery Dungeon, a pair of adventurers are in the room with the Stairs. It's a Raboot & A Thwackey. Raboot points confidently while the Thwackey gestures in caution. Raboot: "See? The stairs are right there!" Thwackey: "Want me to use a Trapbust Orb? Just in case?" A note with an arrow reads: "doesn't know there's trap"  [Panel 2] Close-up of Raboot stepping without a care, hands behind their head. Raboot: "Pfft, I don't need that. I always step right at the BEST SPOT!"  [Panel 3] Text: "Raboot stepped on a Padded Trap!" The revealed trap makes a large, round diaper appear on Raboot, who looks on in surprise! It has a cutesy sun & moon art on it! Thwackey leans in, vindicated and amused. Thwackey: "Still don't need the Trapbust Orb?  [Panel 4] Raboot brings a hand to their face as they begin to blush, still wearing the diaper. Thwackey: (from off-panel) "...admit it, you actually secretly ENJOY this, don'tcha?" Sketches from Drawpile. Clockwise from top-left: [1]Some warm-up sketches, swirls and boxes, along with a small doodle of a bunny. (drawn by me). [2]Two sketches of Starman from Kirby wearing a diaper. The left sketch is by me, showing Starman nervous, while the right sketch is by dlmata, Starman in a more heroic, though blushy, stance. [3]My slimegirl self, in regressy kid mode, looking sheepish, but smiling at the comfort of wearing a diaper with a stars & moon design! (drawn by me). [4]A Meowstic in full baby gear (diaper, bib, pacifier) has her hands on her hips, grumpily looking off-screen. Someone from off-screen says "Don't give me that look! You KNOW how expensive movie tickets are!" (drawn by me). [5]A Ralts wearing a diaper (drawn by dlmata). [6]Yakopoo from Trip World (as the written text next to says) wearing a diaper (drawn by dlmata). [7]Two sketches of my Mew Pokésona, JunMew, padded up. The right sketch, by dlmata, has me floating, looking down at the plain diaper I'm wearing. The left sketch, by me, has me standing, pidgeon-toed, as someone dear to me takes the form of a padded diaper. We look at each other with hearts in our eyes! Tthere's the sound effects of "POF" & "TF!". [8]Two sketches of Spinda wearing a very padded, poofy, polka dot-design diaper. The left sketch, by dlmata, has Spinda balanced with a smile, while the right sketch, by me, has Spinda wobbling, trying not to fall over! Sound effects "wobble, wobble". Sketches from Drawpile. Starting from bottom-left. [1]Kicks from Animal Crossing wearing a diaper. He's blushing and the wetness indicator is blue. (drawn by dlmata). [2]A design of me, Jun, as a dark blue skunk! With a bit of the slimegirl traits still~ (drawn by me). [3]dlamata has drawn JunSkunk too, though in my usual green. Like the Kicks pic, they've drawn me in a diaper with blue wetness indicator too.
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🦊 Life sure is a rollercoaster; I'm sure in a... lot of situations with Jun and Lime and the others. But, we have each other and take care of each other despite our limits, and that's heartfelt.
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My apartment's power was turned off last Thursday due to a bureaucratic issue with the Power Company and I've been struggling managing food and other expenses in the meantime.

Please don't feel obligated, and I absolutely hate to do this, but if you can aid... ko-fi.com/micromei
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🌱💚 *so soooo much hugs* QnQ
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🌱 very very little at heart

need cuddles and supervision to make world less scary to be in
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🌱 the way my gf lets me huddle next to her for comfort when scared or overwhelmed... Q.Q
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🌱 💚 yee!! good noodle!