i hope i find people like me but if i dont, ive already found ways to joyfully fill my solitude. im good at it

ive accepted i might b alone bcus of it -- bcus of where i am. i am literally the only person ik who masks rn but tbh thats better to me than people who "love me" constantly putting me at risk. im not completely safe or wtv, but im doing the best i can n hopefully, im not far from safety in that way

as nice n loving n fun as some people are, im not willing to build genuine community or romance or anything of the short w people who dont gaf about public health

i am so sorry! that's a genuinely heartbreaking thing to learn