And then I had to unexpectedly deal with
-my period randomly starting (Again? After like two weeks?)
-bleeding through clothes
-a flat tire while driving on the highway (and the subsequent tasks related to handling that)

I know you're also going through it. And jeeze, the universe needs to give us a break.

I know this feeling all too well. It sucks. The only thing that has kept me alive for the longest time are my pets. I hope you find the thing to hang on for too, friend.

For what it's worth, I first started antidepressants Thanksgiving 2019. And so far, despite some struggles, they've mostly helped. So I'm going to take the timing as a good sign from the Universe.