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I wonder if one day grief will be less familiar to me than my own name
November 14, 2025 at 2:45 AM
I wonder if one day grief will be less familiar to me than my own name
The way my mom and gma enable my grandfathers crappy behavior is beyond me….
November 12, 2025 at 5:07 PM
The way my mom and gma enable my grandfathers crappy behavior is beyond me….
I used to hate being alive bc I felt like it was purposeless. Existence is still excruciating at times, but the fact that I can see the way I conduct myself creating a safe space for my loved ones and even healing them in certain ways is more purpose than I could have ever dreamed of
November 3, 2025 at 8:55 PM
I used to hate being alive bc I felt like it was purposeless. Existence is still excruciating at times, but the fact that I can see the way I conduct myself creating a safe space for my loved ones and even healing them in certain ways is more purpose than I could have ever dreamed of
Back in blue sky for some peace of mind smh
October 13, 2025 at 7:35 PM
Back in blue sky for some peace of mind smh
I think I’m manic.
June 28, 2025 at 3:39 PM
I think I’m manic.
The last 5 years feel forever away…. Like I haven’t seen that man in person in a decade, not 4 months.
June 27, 2025 at 8:04 PM
The last 5 years feel forever away…. Like I haven’t seen that man in person in a decade, not 4 months.
When will grief not be part of my name?
June 16, 2025 at 10:17 PM
When will grief not be part of my name?
Hitting 30 and having the sudden realization that having kids at 20 years old is terrifying because those moms are still kids, and are now raising other kids
June 10, 2025 at 11:45 PM
Hitting 30 and having the sudden realization that having kids at 20 years old is terrifying because those moms are still kids, and are now raising other kids
I hate working with people over the age of 50. I’m sorry but god why are so many over that age so fucking insufferable
June 10, 2025 at 3:29 PM
I hate working with people over the age of 50. I’m sorry but god why are so many over that age so fucking insufferable
Sobbing because I love my brothers so fucking much. God dude. Not to make being a big sister my whole personality but what am I supposed to do dude like I’d do despicable things to people on their behalf.
June 2, 2025 at 8:48 PM
Sobbing because I love my brothers so fucking much. God dude. Not to make being a big sister my whole personality but what am I supposed to do dude like I’d do despicable things to people on their behalf.
When I was a kid I remember thinking “I should do these things to take care of my siblings because I can see the way they’re being damaged otherwise” and now here I am still doing it
June 1, 2025 at 4:49 PM
When I was a kid I remember thinking “I should do these things to take care of my siblings because I can see the way they’re being damaged otherwise” and now here I am still doing it
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A religion
that needs the
strong-arm of
the state
to ram its beliefs
down the throats
of an unwilling
people
is a religion
that isn't
worth a damn.
that needs the
strong-arm of
the state
to ram its beliefs
down the throats
of an unwilling
people
is a religion
that isn't
worth a damn.
May 22, 2025 at 3:31 PM
A religion
that needs the
strong-arm of
the state
to ram its beliefs
down the throats
of an unwilling
people
is a religion
that isn't
worth a damn.
that needs the
strong-arm of
the state
to ram its beliefs
down the throats
of an unwilling
people
is a religion
that isn't
worth a damn.
It’s true
I got angels and demons banging in my brain
I’m a fucking battlefield
And the soil is insane
I got angels and demons banging in my brain
I’m a fucking battlefield
And the soil is insane
May 22, 2025 at 3:43 AM
It’s true
I got angels and demons banging in my brain
I’m a fucking battlefield
And the soil is insane
I got angels and demons banging in my brain
I’m a fucking battlefield
And the soil is insane
He’s no match for my insanity
If he’s looking for a bitch to hold him down call me gravity
I’m a savage he like the way
I play into his fantasy
And if he fuck it up
I turn his logic to a fallacy
If he’s looking for a bitch to hold him down call me gravity
I’m a savage he like the way
I play into his fantasy
And if he fuck it up
I turn his logic to a fallacy
May 22, 2025 at 3:42 AM
He’s no match for my insanity
If he’s looking for a bitch to hold him down call me gravity
I’m a savage he like the way
I play into his fantasy
And if he fuck it up
I turn his logic to a fallacy
If he’s looking for a bitch to hold him down call me gravity
I’m a savage he like the way
I play into his fantasy
And if he fuck it up
I turn his logic to a fallacy
The little girl in me is always going to miss when her family was a unit, when her parents loved each other, and life wasnt tainted yet.
May 17, 2025 at 9:05 PM
The little girl in me is always going to miss when her family was a unit, when her parents loved each other, and life wasnt tainted yet.
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one thing I respect about medieval beekeepers is their total commitment to looking like Doctor Who villains
![[image of real-life beekeeper costume and a detail from a painting by Peter Brueghel the Elder]](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:hppum4l25hcczzffastsicpq/bafkreicsetfmafwdbpftwqgu3rxsahpch2sjuejin7rfabtkfxqnh47kom@jpeg)
May 17, 2025 at 6:25 PM
one thing I respect about medieval beekeepers is their total commitment to looking like Doctor Who villains
If everything around me is a figment of my imagination, can I just say you are the best thing I’ve come up with
May 17, 2025 at 4:21 PM
If everything around me is a figment of my imagination, can I just say you are the best thing I’ve come up with
My whole life I’ve been taught I belong in front of the gun, to protect others at the very least. Maybe that’s why the moments I feel most fulfilled are when my experiences are beneficial for someone else. It’s almost like it makes living as a target worth it
May 17, 2025 at 3:53 PM
My whole life I’ve been taught I belong in front of the gun, to protect others at the very least. Maybe that’s why the moments I feel most fulfilled are when my experiences are beneficial for someone else. It’s almost like it makes living as a target worth it