Kab
@kab-y.bsky.social
small + very awkward + embarassing + shy = me :)
i will draw my rats in a dress even if it's bad. it makes me happy.
i will draw my rats in a dress even if it's bad. it makes me happy.
tackling rendering has show to me a few issues i need to work out.
it'll take awhile but i'll never stop drawing. idk when i'll post again.
i'll keep going, it really is a journey. it feels like what i went through (and still going through) with my professional life.
it'll take awhile but i'll never stop drawing. idk when i'll post again.
i'll keep going, it really is a journey. it feels like what i went through (and still going through) with my professional life.
December 7, 2025 at 1:00 AM
tackling rendering has show to me a few issues i need to work out.
it'll take awhile but i'll never stop drawing. idk when i'll post again.
i'll keep going, it really is a journey. it feels like what i went through (and still going through) with my professional life.
it'll take awhile but i'll never stop drawing. idk when i'll post again.
i'll keep going, it really is a journey. it feels like what i went through (and still going through) with my professional life.
this is the second all nighter :(
December 5, 2025 at 12:07 PM
this is the second all nighter :(
Sil took Lyn out for a new outfit, ofc this ends in Sil having a heart attack ^^
December 4, 2025 at 5:45 AM
Sil took Lyn out for a new outfit, ofc this ends in Sil having a heart attack ^^
i like putting them in dresses your honor t-t
December 3, 2025 at 8:21 AM
i like putting them in dresses your honor t-t
Sil doesn't typically wear a dress.
-however- in a situation when a risen mesmer puts him to sleep and hides him away from his beloved as a trap, Lyn could enjoy a moment before waking him up :P
(ofc Lyn let loose on the risen while on a warpath to his midnight rose)
-however- in a situation when a risen mesmer puts him to sleep and hides him away from his beloved as a trap, Lyn could enjoy a moment before waking him up :P
(ofc Lyn let loose on the risen while on a warpath to his midnight rose)
December 3, 2025 at 8:01 AM
Sil doesn't typically wear a dress.
-however- in a situation when a risen mesmer puts him to sleep and hides him away from his beloved as a trap, Lyn could enjoy a moment before waking him up :P
(ofc Lyn let loose on the risen while on a warpath to his midnight rose)
-however- in a situation when a risen mesmer puts him to sleep and hides him away from his beloved as a trap, Lyn could enjoy a moment before waking him up :P
(ofc Lyn let loose on the risen while on a warpath to his midnight rose)
S: "would they even like me?"
December 2, 2025 at 12:01 PM
S: "would they even like me?"
ughf
what even is art?
I'm going to go cry myself to sleep now. (joking)
(maybe <<)
what even is art?
I'm going to go cry myself to sleep now. (joking)
(maybe <<)
December 2, 2025 at 9:23 AM
ughf
what even is art?
I'm going to go cry myself to sleep now. (joking)
(maybe <<)
what even is art?
I'm going to go cry myself to sleep now. (joking)
(maybe <<)
i know my asura aren't close to the in-game model at all. I'm mostly just not good at drawing so I'm going with what my brain sees lol
also i've felt that i like a more athletic build, especially since combat requires good balance and motion. however the short-leg dumpy build is fun at times :P
also i've felt that i like a more athletic build, especially since combat requires good balance and motion. however the short-leg dumpy build is fun at times :P
December 1, 2025 at 11:00 AM
i know my asura aren't close to the in-game model at all. I'm mostly just not good at drawing so I'm going with what my brain sees lol
also i've felt that i like a more athletic build, especially since combat requires good balance and motion. however the short-leg dumpy build is fun at times :P
also i've felt that i like a more athletic build, especially since combat requires good balance and motion. however the short-leg dumpy build is fun at times :P
(sorry last time posting this)
December 1, 2025 at 7:37 AM
(sorry last time posting this)
L: "pumpkin?"
S: "yes?"
L: "stand straight for me."
S: "oh.. like this? he- hey <3"
S: "yes?"
L: "stand straight for me."
S: "oh.. like this? he- hey <3"
December 1, 2025 at 7:07 AM
L: "pumpkin?"
S: "yes?"
L: "stand straight for me."
S: "oh.. like this? he- hey <3"
S: "yes?"
L: "stand straight for me."
S: "oh.. like this? he- hey <3"
well i found that stress is causing a lot of trouble in my heart metaphorically speaking
the solution?
typically a nice tea, journaling, and seeking help.
i know a kitty would also be nice but i can't in this apartment...
it's hard to describe what's going on.
the solution?
typically a nice tea, journaling, and seeking help.
i know a kitty would also be nice but i can't in this apartment...
it's hard to describe what's going on.
November 30, 2025 at 8:31 AM
well i found that stress is causing a lot of trouble in my heart metaphorically speaking
the solution?
typically a nice tea, journaling, and seeking help.
i know a kitty would also be nice but i can't in this apartment...
it's hard to describe what's going on.
the solution?
typically a nice tea, journaling, and seeking help.
i know a kitty would also be nice but i can't in this apartment...
it's hard to describe what's going on.
i want to be drawing but also i need to sleep after cooking for 7hrs
i need to practice more
i miss when i could just skip sleep but I'm getting older ._.
i need to practice more
i miss when i could just skip sleep but I'm getting older ._.
November 28, 2025 at 6:21 AM
i want to be drawing but also i need to sleep after cooking for 7hrs
i need to practice more
i miss when i could just skip sleep but I'm getting older ._.
i need to practice more
i miss when i could just skip sleep but I'm getting older ._.
Sil making another spirit walk to find some peace in reflection.
he went to visit someone very dear to him.
Lyn is waiting in the living realm, ready to be supportive when Sil needs <3
(i have some short stories written down for context for later)
he went to visit someone very dear to him.
Lyn is waiting in the living realm, ready to be supportive when Sil needs <3
(i have some short stories written down for context for later)
November 27, 2025 at 8:14 AM
Sil making another spirit walk to find some peace in reflection.
he went to visit someone very dear to him.
Lyn is waiting in the living realm, ready to be supportive when Sil needs <3
(i have some short stories written down for context for later)
he went to visit someone very dear to him.
Lyn is waiting in the living realm, ready to be supportive when Sil needs <3
(i have some short stories written down for context for later)
i forgot to add the olive oil to my tomato sauce, i will be disowned by nonna
November 27, 2025 at 12:58 AM
i forgot to add the olive oil to my tomato sauce, i will be disowned by nonna
my hair and skin are so soft now i'm going to cry ._.
for context, i just got a hard-water filter in my shower after years of washing in hard water
my hands smell so good and soft omg T-T
for context, i just got a hard-water filter in my shower after years of washing in hard water
my hands smell so good and soft omg T-T
November 26, 2025 at 10:06 PM
my hair and skin are so soft now i'm going to cry ._.
for context, i just got a hard-water filter in my shower after years of washing in hard water
my hands smell so good and soft omg T-T
for context, i just got a hard-water filter in my shower after years of washing in hard water
my hands smell so good and soft omg T-T
minor label for anatomy practice
a little more refinement and study on muscle anatomy of the back
(all the best spots for Sil to give back rubs ^^)
a little more refinement and study on muscle anatomy of the back
(all the best spots for Sil to give back rubs ^^)
November 25, 2025 at 10:09 PM
minor label for anatomy practice
a little more refinement and study on muscle anatomy of the back
(all the best spots for Sil to give back rubs ^^)
a little more refinement and study on muscle anatomy of the back
(all the best spots for Sil to give back rubs ^^)
okay my brain is mushy. will keep practicing soon when i can.
have what amounted to entirely too much time on how a head and hair looks from behind and less on the anatomy of the back.
*so many errors t-t
have what amounted to entirely too much time on how a head and hair looks from behind and less on the anatomy of the back.
*so many errors t-t
November 25, 2025 at 7:51 AM
okay my brain is mushy. will keep practicing soon when i can.
have what amounted to entirely too much time on how a head and hair looks from behind and less on the anatomy of the back.
*so many errors t-t
have what amounted to entirely too much time on how a head and hair looks from behind and less on the anatomy of the back.
*so many errors t-t
small thing i learned today
wikipedia has full detailed anatomy reference for humans. you can even search just the muscle group for so much more info!
ah! i love it ^^
(i know it's common knowledge but it's a connection i didn't make yet lol)
wikipedia has full detailed anatomy reference for humans. you can even search just the muscle group for so much more info!
ah! i love it ^^
(i know it's common knowledge but it's a connection i didn't make yet lol)
November 25, 2025 at 4:54 AM
small thing i learned today
wikipedia has full detailed anatomy reference for humans. you can even search just the muscle group for so much more info!
ah! i love it ^^
(i know it's common knowledge but it's a connection i didn't make yet lol)
wikipedia has full detailed anatomy reference for humans. you can even search just the muscle group for so much more info!
ah! i love it ^^
(i know it's common knowledge but it's a connection i didn't make yet lol)
thinking about what i want to draw, the best path for me first is anatomy.
as much as i want to paint the beautiful horizons of forests and small grottos i live near, i will get there soon!
for now i'm learning more about back anatomy and other muscle groups viewed from behind.
as much as i want to paint the beautiful horizons of forests and small grottos i live near, i will get there soon!
for now i'm learning more about back anatomy and other muscle groups viewed from behind.
November 24, 2025 at 6:13 AM
thinking about what i want to draw, the best path for me first is anatomy.
as much as i want to paint the beautiful horizons of forests and small grottos i live near, i will get there soon!
for now i'm learning more about back anatomy and other muscle groups viewed from behind.
as much as i want to paint the beautiful horizons of forests and small grottos i live near, i will get there soon!
for now i'm learning more about back anatomy and other muscle groups viewed from behind.
leaving this here. (runs away)
November 23, 2025 at 8:31 PM
leaving this here. (runs away)
about Lyn and Sil.
want to write some more about small 'frames' or moments in their life.
it's mostly going to be sickly sweet because my heart is seeping into the ground t-t
idk why i'm always a hopeless sap for soft love but i am. my heart is overflowing and that's who i am. so..
want to write some more about small 'frames' or moments in their life.
it's mostly going to be sickly sweet because my heart is seeping into the ground t-t
idk why i'm always a hopeless sap for soft love but i am. my heart is overflowing and that's who i am. so..
November 23, 2025 at 11:10 AM
about Lyn and Sil.
want to write some more about small 'frames' or moments in their life.
it's mostly going to be sickly sweet because my heart is seeping into the ground t-t
idk why i'm always a hopeless sap for soft love but i am. my heart is overflowing and that's who i am. so..
want to write some more about small 'frames' or moments in their life.
it's mostly going to be sickly sweet because my heart is seeping into the ground t-t
idk why i'm always a hopeless sap for soft love but i am. my heart is overflowing and that's who i am. so..