God I fucking hope so

BLESSED

But I don't have the energy to have fun! And I can't afford to go out and do anything anyway!

It's so exhausting to feel time pass around me and not be able to do anything about it.

Today for example. I might as well have been at work. 9 am to 6 pm today is just mush. I didn't do anything fun or productive. I have writing and drawing I want to do and games I want to play but i just, don't. Can't. I hate being like this. I don't even feel rested.

I don't WANT to be working either is the thing, like. I took the time because the pto would go to waste otherwise (I had too much left over because I don't take time off for myself ever) but I'm literally so depressed that nothing is fun and I can't focus on anything. I blink and the day is wasted.

EGGY RICE BOWL SUPREMACY feat. My weak ass microwave

I did, haven't heard back so I'm just like 😬 hey man I'd love to bang out a solution on this URGENT ESCALATED ISSUE that got pushed to my desk but you've gottttttt to give me something to work with here

Worse this time because it's VINs. Im. I have to hand type all. The vins. All the vins

AND SHE LOVES YOOUUUUUU
MOMO LUV HER CB!!!!!!!

Shes. Baby