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I might add more onto this at some point!
He called Suna who was instantly worried when he heard the boys sobs on the it when side.
Suna quickly came over rafter finding out what had happened. All he could do was comfort Osamu to his best ability when hurt himself too.
He called Suna who was instantly worried when he heard the boys sobs on the it when side.
Suna quickly came over rafter finding out what had happened. All he could do was comfort Osamu to his best ability when hurt himself too.
Osamu ran down when he hurt the door shut. But he was too late by time he opened the door he couldn't see Atsumu. He didn't know where he went or where he could go.
He didnt know what to do. Ma was out the house he called her and told her what happened
Osamu ran down when he hurt the door shut. But he was too late by time he opened the door he couldn't see Atsumu. He didn't know where he went or where he could go.
He didnt know what to do. Ma was out the house he called her and told her what happened
"Well what do ya want!?"
"You die fucking understand that!!" Atsumu stomped away tears quickly flowing out his eyes. He ran down stairs before
"Well what do ya want!?"
"You die fucking understand that!!" Atsumu stomped away tears quickly flowing out his eyes. He ran down stairs before
"Ya never understand what I say it doesn't make this any easier!!"
"Ya think this is easy fer me or ma!? We had to put you in a hospital because ya hurt yerself!! It not easy ta understand ya, ya know. But I try I try so hard ta understand ya so I can help!!"
"Ya never understand what I say it doesn't make this any easier!!"
"Ya think this is easy fer me or ma!? We had to put you in a hospital because ya hurt yerself!! It not easy ta understand ya, ya know. But I try I try so hard ta understand ya so I can help!!"
"Why won't ya let us care!"
"I don't want to be a burden alright!!" His face and voice finally changed filled with exasperations and annoyance.
"Ya arent why can't ya understand that!!?"
"Why cant ya ever understand me!!" He's yelps back tears threatening to fall from
"Why won't ya let us care!"
"I don't want to be a burden alright!!" His face and voice finally changed filled with exasperations and annoyance.
"Ya arent why can't ya understand that!!?"
"Why cant ya ever understand me!!" He's yelps back tears threatening to fall from
Osamu looked baffled at the statement as his he could have never expected it.
"Why didn't ya tell me or ma!?"
"I didnt want ya to know or worry" his voice hadnt changed tones since the conversation started. He sounded so out of it, mad, and tired at the same
Osamu looked baffled at the statement as his he could have never expected it.
"Why didn't ya tell me or ma!?"
"I didnt want ya to know or worry" his voice hadnt changed tones since the conversation started. He sounded so out of it, mad, and tired at the same
"I did."
"Then why are you doing this again, i- me and ma don't want you doing this to yourself again!!"
"It's happening again. I just thought it would be better."
"What's happening again Atsumu."
"I did."
"Then why are you doing this again, i- me and ma don't want you doing this to yourself again!!"
"It's happening again. I just thought it would be better."
"What's happening again Atsumu."
"Curious about death!?"
"What it felt like to choke and lose consciousness." He replied absentmindedly.
"Atsumu why are you trying to do this again? I-i thought you stopped!" Osamu was out of breath as he looked at his brother who was set with
"Curious about death!?"
"What it felt like to choke and lose consciousness." He replied absentmindedly.
"Atsumu why are you trying to do this again? I-i thought you stopped!" Osamu was out of breath as he looked at his brother who was set with
"A-atsumu what the hell are you doing!?" He shook his brother as worry filled his expressions.
"A-atsumu what the hell are you doing!?" He shook his brother as worry filled his expressions.
"Atsumu, what the fuck!?" His twin stood there shocked at the image in front of him.
"Huh—" his hands stopped pressing against his throat as he turned his head and took a breath.
He coughed several times after the first
"Atsumu, what the fuck!?" His twin stood there shocked at the image in front of him.
"Huh—" his hands stopped pressing against his throat as he turned his head and took a breath.
He coughed several times after the first
As his vision started to black for longer intervals of time Osamu opened up the door.
Atsumu was enamored with what he was trying to
As his vision started to black for longer intervals of time Osamu opened up the door.
Atsumu was enamored with what he was trying to
His vision started to blur as he continued to look at himself in the mirror. Seeing his hands wrapped around his neck make his feel even better than he already did.
He squeezed even harder now his vision
His vision started to blur as he continued to look at himself in the mirror. Seeing his hands wrapped around his neck make his feel even better than he already did.
He squeezed even harder now his vision
The breathlessness felt good. The lack of breathing felt good as he heard his chest pound beating on as he tries to cut off his air flow.
Instead of just applying pressure with his fingers, he
The breathlessness felt good. The lack of breathing felt good as he heard his chest pound beating on as he tries to cut off his air flow.
Instead of just applying pressure with his fingers, he
He brought his other hand up to his throat changing the positioning of them so his thumbs were around the middle of his throat and his others were at the back of his neck.
He applied some pressure feeling much more this time than before. The pressure
He brought his other hand up to his throat changing the positioning of them so his thumbs were around the middle of his throat and his others were at the back of his neck.
He applied some pressure feeling much more this time than before. The pressure
He slowly lifted a hand to his throat before squeezing down on it.
It made his breath a little shorter but he couldn't really feel much. He tried squeezing harder but it didnt
He slowly lifted a hand to his throat before squeezing down on it.
It made his breath a little shorter but he couldn't really feel much. He tried squeezing harder but it didnt
After he washed his hands he dried them off and stared at himself. He looked tired looking at his body and seeing how he looked. He hated how he looked
After he washed his hands he dried them off and stared at himself. He looked tired looking at his body and seeing how he looked. He hated how he looked
Now since he was older he actually had access to the things he could do those with. He knew he probably should try to hurt himself again he still had scars from before and trying to hide it was hard especially when he did it on his wrists.
Now since he was older he actually had access to the things he could do those with. He knew he probably should try to hurt himself again he still had scars from before and trying to hide it was hard especially when he did it on his wrists.
Sure he could ask Samu for help but he hated being a burden to him. He hated making him worry. It only made him feel worse.
The voices in his telling him to hurt himself, drink, and die were back and they were
Sure he could ask Samu for help but he hated being a burden to him. He hated making him worry. It only made him feel worse.
The voices in his telling him to hurt himself, drink, and die were back and they were
Atsumu had been trying to forget everything from early elementary school but as the bullying got more frequent the feelings he pushed down for so long came out. All the thoughts and insecurities
Atsumu had been trying to forget everything from early elementary school but as the bullying got more frequent the feelings he pushed down for so long came out. All the thoughts and insecurities