Well, I really can't catch a fucking break Had to deal with one of the worst schizophrenic episodes I've had to date yesterday and today, when I wanted to just relax and draw my laptop decides to shit itself I really, really can't win for once can I
Tired tired tired I keep passing out and barely able to keep my eyes open after an hour or two when I wake up Still, I need and want to draw to keep my sanity
Gods, having to be in pain constant pain sure does a fucking number on the good ol' motivation huh. Will there be a time where I can finally just not have to deal with dumb bullshit preventing me from doing art consistently. I just want to cry, it's getting to my head