look a bit insane in this but i fw the velvet fencing jacket so hard
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drinking port and reading schoenburgs essays while on the job… life is good!

bored at work + thinking about spending 60£ for a set of freuds collected papers (hardback (yay), mid 50s (ew), hogarth press (yay), clothbound (ew)). but then one could also spend this on prada heels... much to consider while cataloguing "spiritual direction as a medical art in early christianity"

The only possible "determination" for me: burn everything, forget everything, in order to see if the force of starting again without a trace, without an opened path -- what a chance, to burn.

found a cute cashmere skirt at a charity shop while going to walden books' christmas drinks... will be wearing it an annoying amnt next 2 weeks so do be prepared to see me flouncing around...

oh! a private little world of regret. what a thing to indulge in.
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teehee lol
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im gonna kms this is the kinda shit which incites insane gnostic discourse in pre-augustine christianity. wdym angels have agency????? im going to blow my brains out