neighbors pit bull broke in to my yard and attacked atlas (he’s fine thank god), my floor and wall are literally rotting bc of holes in the brick letting water in, i cut off the only family member i speak to, im just. Fuck. the last two months has killed me and i’m so fucking!! tired!!!

feels like it’s just one thing after another and i’m kind of a mess. i’m tired. what the fuck.

the baseboard trim is squishy, the floors literally chip off if you touch them. like is my house inhabitable?? will they make me leave????

it's under the biggest window in my house and there's definitely water damage to the wall under the window. i dont pull my rug out much because its a big rug and so i dont know how long its been like this but idk what to do

im going thru it. im tired

this customer was gonna pay me like $50 to do a few bandanas for her dogs and i cant even finish them so that's cool

i cant access underneath anything very well because a screw is stripped so i can't lift the entire plate and for some fucking reason it just. constantly eats fabric and bunches thread up and its been a problem for months but its getting worse and im crying over a stupid fuckin sewing machine

tried getting a part time job but they literally ghosted me and theres no one else thatll let me work a 5am-9pm shift, and i literally do not have it in me to work a 530-10pm after my 9-5s. i don't know what to do. im so close to getting out of the poverty hole yet i don't know if i can do much more

i'm set to graduate beginning of oct but i literally can't afford any of my bills between now and oct 6th, yet taking more commissions to try and pay anything isn't really an option because i'm overworked and can't even finish the ones i'm trying to work on. it's so fucking stupid. i'm so stupid.

not to mention i am not making tips anymore because i'm not allowed getting dogs on my schedule while i'm being trained and my check was a whole $650 which i had to use to pay rent late. and i just got a shut off notice for my fucking electric and i don't really know how to survive until next month

incredibly stressed out. i started training to do haircuts but i'm hardly getting hands on experience because the other girl my mentor's training has been doing haircuts under the table and sort of just... takes over. i guess. and i'm stuck doing baths instead of cuts? it's fucking ridiculous

somethin for ‪@/redpawstudios.bsky.social‬ as a warm up bc i like their sona

i had a dog donkey kick me in the crotch during a nail trim and the guy literally gasped and i acted like nothing happened so i wonder if he knows or if he thinks that i literaly just have titanium balls