my take has always been that estinien has survivors guilt & would rather just die. its why he tells you to just kill him while you have the chance in HW, and why he sacrifices himself first in EW (before you really even get why)

so yes absolutely!! but not in a self preserving way lmao

damn, sorry i killed you >.<

#EmeraldAP

i spent too long on this #emeraldAP

some more npcs! #EmeraldAP

omg ty!! :D