Idk why I’m saying this on here. I don’t even come here often. But a nigga is tired

All plans that I had to better myself have come to a screeching halt. I sleep 2 hours a night except on the weekends. My friendships are a bust. I’m struggling to just survive from day to day. To even find reason to wanna continue. Cuz more often than not, I can’t find the point

He ain’t gonna do that. Now what?