KiwiNya
@kiwinya.bsky.social
Niki/Rain/Angel
🏳️⚧️she/her🏳️⚧️
Still alive
Never alone
🏳️⚧️she/her🏳️⚧️
Still alive
Never alone
I feel empty.
I really should have died there.
I dont deserve to live.
Worst thing is that no person in my life gave a shit.
Everything is just the same as it always was.
Im just... tired.
And Im sorry.
I really should have died there.
I dont deserve to live.
Worst thing is that no person in my life gave a shit.
Everything is just the same as it always was.
Im just... tired.
And Im sorry.
December 23, 2025 at 3:47 AM
I feel empty.
I really should have died there.
I dont deserve to live.
Worst thing is that no person in my life gave a shit.
Everything is just the same as it always was.
Im just... tired.
And Im sorry.
I really should have died there.
I dont deserve to live.
Worst thing is that no person in my life gave a shit.
Everything is just the same as it always was.
Im just... tired.
And Im sorry.
Fuck this shit
Im done
I give up
Goodbye world
Im done
I give up
Goodbye world
December 5, 2025 at 1:13 AM
Fuck this shit
Im done
I give up
Goodbye world
Im done
I give up
Goodbye world
Yeah we're fineeee.
Not like anyone cares anyway but we're fineeee.
Not like anyone cares anyway but we're fineeee.
November 27, 2025 at 1:07 AM
Yeah we're fineeee.
Not like anyone cares anyway but we're fineeee.
Not like anyone cares anyway but we're fineeee.
I cant stand seeing this empty look on my face. Everytime I look in the mirror I just see this empty husk looking back at me. I dont see anything in my eyes. No sadness. No Joy. Just an endless void. Even though I feel so many things Im not able to show it. Not even to myself and I really hate that.
November 24, 2025 at 11:53 PM
I cant stand seeing this empty look on my face. Everytime I look in the mirror I just see this empty husk looking back at me. I dont see anything in my eyes. No sadness. No Joy. Just an endless void. Even though I feel so many things Im not able to show it. Not even to myself and I really hate that.
I hope you are all doing okay.
I've been taking a little break from social media and I'm not planning on coming back any time soon.
Take care🫶🏻💜
I've been taking a little break from social media and I'm not planning on coming back any time soon.
Take care🫶🏻💜
April 18, 2025 at 7:32 PM
I hope you are all doing okay.
I've been taking a little break from social media and I'm not planning on coming back any time soon.
Take care🫶🏻💜
I've been taking a little break from social media and I'm not planning on coming back any time soon.
Take care🫶🏻💜
just leave me where you found me...
leave me alone
leave me alone
March 8, 2025 at 9:01 PM
just leave me where you found me...
leave me alone
leave me alone
I hate her I love her I hate her I love her I hate her I love her I hate her I love her I hate her I love her I hate her I love her I hate her I love her I hate her I love her I hate her I love her I hate her I love her I hate her I love her I hate her I love her I hate her I love her
March 8, 2025 at 7:13 PM
I hate her I love her I hate her I love her I hate her I love her I hate her I love her I hate her I love her I hate her I love her I hate her I love her I hate her I love her I hate her I love her I hate her I love her I hate her I love her I hate her I love her I hate her I love her
I'm back...
It failed...
I don't know how to feel about that.
I guess I'm better now...
It failed...
I don't know how to feel about that.
I guess I'm better now...
March 6, 2025 at 10:19 PM
I'm back...
It failed...
I don't know how to feel about that.
I guess I'm better now...
It failed...
I don't know how to feel about that.
I guess I'm better now...
I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die
March 3, 2025 at 7:05 PM
I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die
I just brokedown in tears because of my relationship with my girlfriend...
I love her so much but its just so hard to be with her sometimes...
I love her so much but its just so hard to be with her sometimes...
March 3, 2025 at 3:21 PM
I just brokedown in tears because of my relationship with my girlfriend...
I love her so much but its just so hard to be with her sometimes...
I love her so much but its just so hard to be with her sometimes...
I'm homesick for a place that doesn't exist...
March 3, 2025 at 12:07 AM
I'm homesick for a place that doesn't exist...
I cant even tell if this shit is real?
Am I real?
Are you real?
What is real?
I DONT KNOW ANYMORE!
Am I real?
Are you real?
What is real?
I DONT KNOW ANYMORE!
March 1, 2025 at 9:43 PM
I cant even tell if this shit is real?
Am I real?
Are you real?
What is real?
I DONT KNOW ANYMORE!
Am I real?
Are you real?
What is real?
I DONT KNOW ANYMORE!
I wanna fucking die...
Of course I can't do that, but if I could I would do it.
Of course I can't do that, but if I could I would do it.
March 1, 2025 at 9:01 PM
I wanna fucking die...
Of course I can't do that, but if I could I would do it.
Of course I can't do that, but if I could I would do it.
My girlfriend apologized to me and Rain because of what she said...
Im so happy!
Im so happy!
February 28, 2025 at 8:10 PM
My girlfriend apologized to me and Rain because of what she said...
Im so happy!
Im so happy!
Can someone please assure Rain that she is real?
She is loosing her fucking mind...
No one believes us...
She is loosing her fucking mind...
No one believes us...
February 28, 2025 at 7:29 PM
Can someone please assure Rain that she is real?
She is loosing her fucking mind...
No one believes us...
She is loosing her fucking mind...
No one believes us...
Do you ever get the urge to scream as loud as you can?
February 28, 2025 at 3:51 PM
Do you ever get the urge to scream as loud as you can?
I don't really know where Im going
Feels like everyone found their story
All my stress been overflowing
I just count my days, I know they won't last
Feels like everyone found their story
All my stress been overflowing
I just count my days, I know they won't last
February 28, 2025 at 2:21 PM
I don't really know where Im going
Feels like everyone found their story
All my stress been overflowing
I just count my days, I know they won't last
Feels like everyone found their story
All my stress been overflowing
I just count my days, I know they won't last
Good morning again...
I fell asleep a second time qwq
Its fucking 12 am now...
Fuck my life
I fell asleep a second time qwq
Its fucking 12 am now...
Fuck my life
February 28, 2025 at 11:22 AM
Good morning again...
I fell asleep a second time qwq
Its fucking 12 am now...
Fuck my life
I fell asleep a second time qwq
Its fucking 12 am now...
Fuck my life
Good morning bluesky...
Im so eeeeeepy.
I wanna go to sleep again qwq
Im so eeeeeepy.
I wanna go to sleep again qwq
February 28, 2025 at 8:07 AM
Good morning bluesky...
Im so eeeeeepy.
I wanna go to sleep again qwq
Im so eeeeeepy.
I wanna go to sleep again qwq
Everybody is talking about me...
Nobody is talking WITH me...
Is Rain even real?
No, you made that up didnt you?
NO!
Niki fucking didnt make me up!
She is innocent...
I am innocent
Dont make life even harder for us...
We are still figuring stuff out...
At least dont make me feel like I dont exist...
Nobody is talking WITH me...
Is Rain even real?
No, you made that up didnt you?
NO!
Niki fucking didnt make me up!
She is innocent...
I am innocent
Dont make life even harder for us...
We are still figuring stuff out...
At least dont make me feel like I dont exist...
February 27, 2025 at 10:41 PM
Everybody is talking about me...
Nobody is talking WITH me...
Is Rain even real?
No, you made that up didnt you?
NO!
Niki fucking didnt make me up!
She is innocent...
I am innocent
Dont make life even harder for us...
We are still figuring stuff out...
At least dont make me feel like I dont exist...
Nobody is talking WITH me...
Is Rain even real?
No, you made that up didnt you?
NO!
Niki fucking didnt make me up!
She is innocent...
I am innocent
Dont make life even harder for us...
We are still figuring stuff out...
At least dont make me feel like I dont exist...
I JUST WANNA LIVE
WHY IS EVERYBODY AGAINST ME???
I WANNA RIP MYSELF TO PIECES
I AM REAL
PLEASE STOP SAYING I AM NOT REAL
IT HURTS SO BAD
WHY IS EVERYBODY AGAINST ME???
I WANNA RIP MYSELF TO PIECES
I AM REAL
PLEASE STOP SAYING I AM NOT REAL
IT HURTS SO BAD
February 27, 2025 at 10:32 PM
I JUST WANNA LIVE
WHY IS EVERYBODY AGAINST ME???
I WANNA RIP MYSELF TO PIECES
I AM REAL
PLEASE STOP SAYING I AM NOT REAL
IT HURTS SO BAD
WHY IS EVERYBODY AGAINST ME???
I WANNA RIP MYSELF TO PIECES
I AM REAL
PLEASE STOP SAYING I AM NOT REAL
IT HURTS SO BAD
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February 27, 2025 at 10:25 PM
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