I'm reaching a point where I know that I need to stop, or I'll be dealing with the same consequences as last time. But redirecting my life will mean to sacrifice something I want to keep doing and it all is because I'm too much of a coward still to be honest with myself <\3

I don't want to go back to a place where I'm not taking care of myself like last time I did but I haven't been able to regulate what I can manage. I'm chewing more than I can bite.

I've been struggling for a month now with this. I don't know how to fix it, I don't know if it'll ever be fixed and I don't know if I should fix it.

I've been here before. I need order and time and I'll get back to it I think. I hope.

I have eyes, I know my short comings, I know when something looks/feels rushed or amateur even if it took me hours to make

Sigh. Don't know if this is impostor syndrome talking or the "fake it 'til you make it" is not as easy as it sounds, even more so when you know is evident you didn't deliver

haha he would

She is! Idk if it is canon that was his reaction but it is canon to me 😤

so cute 😫

high compliment, thank you very much! :D