my extremities are buzzing and i dont feel like im awake

will you still look at me even if i lose my voice

dwelling in melancholy, but nicely. Comfortably. A nice chat in my mind about my childhood, bringing back memories of those I've lost.

i miss my stupid beautiful wife

the heat really inhibits me from doing much here, i am chained to this fan cause without it ill die

im so chopped lately sob

wonder if I'll still get a cold for being trapped in the rain even though it's such a warm climate

i think a mosquito bit me on the base of my foot and its driving me crazy

i do think I'll stick to tweeting my thoughts on twt but i kind of like bluesky just for the sake of my love being here and also seeing the silly little things subaru bot replies

am gonna melt in this place...

i freaking love yuri, and women, more than anything my wife