life rly funny because the first half of this week i was nonstop crying then suddenly today i have a good day and my brain's initial reaction to it is "oh no, something's wrong or about to get worse"

i've been struggling so hard at work lately all my jobs are literally that meme of "oh no i have accidentally made myself important at work" but this one in particular, and now im suffering the consequences.

finally reached out to schedule a therapy appt and i hope i just fucking d** at this point honestly because what even is the point when this is just adding another layer of stress and fuckery

was able to get through my doctors appt without crying and we are raising my antidepressant dosage… 2 wins in one day, wow

It’s so dumb but I hate hate hate being a high functioning depressed bitch because shit will happen at work and I need everyone to just BACK OFF before I quit and they never see me again

my job today is making me want to commit arson