Kudzu Haiku
@kudzuhaiku.bsky.social
Transhumanist philosopher. Cripplepunk. Occasional poet. Terminal patient.
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#cripplepunk #disability
I set up a way to make donations.
It bothers me that this is necessary, but goddamnit, I need resources to fight. Utah, seeing that the nursing home satisfies all my needs, has only given me 30 dollars a month in disability. My needs go unmet. I need specialised stuff.
I set up a way to make donations.
It bothers me that this is necessary, but goddamnit, I need resources to fight. Utah, seeing that the nursing home satisfies all my needs, has only given me 30 dollars a month in disability. My needs go unmet. I need specialised stuff.
January 24, 2026 at 3:10 PM
#disability #cripplepunk #gratitude
I am grateful to be alive. I am grateful to some kind strangers who have given me funds to help me continue to exist. I am grateful for the drugs I get, which cost thousands of dollars. I would never be able to do this on my own.
I am grateful to be alive. I am grateful to some kind strangers who have given me funds to help me continue to exist. I am grateful for the drugs I get, which cost thousands of dollars. I would never be able to do this on my own.
January 24, 2026 at 8:23 AM
#disability #cripplepunk #gratitude
I am grateful to be alive. I am grateful to some kind strangers who have given me funds to help me continue to exist. I am grateful for the drugs I get, which cost thousands of dollars. I would never be able to do this on my own.
I am grateful to be alive. I am grateful to some kind strangers who have given me funds to help me continue to exist. I am grateful for the drugs I get, which cost thousands of dollars. I would never be able to do this on my own.
The Ko-fi donations allow for healthy meals that extend my life
January 19, 2026 at 5:41 PM
The Ko-fi donations allow for healthy meals that extend my life
Fluids
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January 19, 2026 at 2:21 PM
#disability #cripplepunk #hope
The journey towards better gut health has started with a few small steps, thanks to the Ko-Fi donations. I've been eating salads and some sushi, and I've purchased some kombucha and kefir. It has made a difference. I think I'm getting some gut flora. Thanks. Really.
The journey towards better gut health has started with a few small steps, thanks to the Ko-Fi donations. I've been eating salads and some sushi, and I've purchased some kombucha and kefir. It has made a difference. I think I'm getting some gut flora. Thanks. Really.
January 19, 2026 at 11:38 AM
#disability #cripplepunk #hope
The journey towards better gut health has started with a few small steps, thanks to the Ko-Fi donations. I've been eating salads and some sushi, and I've purchased some kombucha and kefir. It has made a difference. I think I'm getting some gut flora. Thanks. Really.
The journey towards better gut health has started with a few small steps, thanks to the Ko-Fi donations. I've been eating salads and some sushi, and I've purchased some kombucha and kefir. It has made a difference. I think I'm getting some gut flora. Thanks. Really.
#disability #cripplepunk #hope
Feels good to fight again. It's been a while. I took some body blows. Now, I am falling back into my old rhythms. Rediscovering me. And a lot of you have helped in ways you will never comprehend. Thank you, all of you. 😍
Feels good to fight again. It's been a while. I took some body blows. Now, I am falling back into my old rhythms. Rediscovering me. And a lot of you have helped in ways you will never comprehend. Thank you, all of you. 😍
January 17, 2026 at 9:23 PM
#disability #cripplepunk #hope
Feels good to fight again. It's been a while. I took some body blows. Now, I am falling back into my old rhythms. Rediscovering me. And a lot of you have helped in ways you will never comprehend. Thank you, all of you. 😍
Feels good to fight again. It's been a while. I took some body blows. Now, I am falling back into my old rhythms. Rediscovering me. And a lot of you have helped in ways you will never comprehend. Thank you, all of you. 😍
#disability #cripplepunk #sleepstudy
I am finally getting my sleep study, and it will be the first of its kind. It will involve Cosy Gaming and include relaxing ways to de-stress before trying to sleep, involving, well, Cosy Games. I'll be getting my brain scanned and light levels checked.
I am finally getting my sleep study, and it will be the first of its kind. It will involve Cosy Gaming and include relaxing ways to de-stress before trying to sleep, involving, well, Cosy Games. I'll be getting my brain scanned and light levels checked.
January 16, 2026 at 3:50 PM
#disability #cripplepunk #sleepstudy
I am finally getting my sleep study, and it will be the first of its kind. It will involve Cosy Gaming and include relaxing ways to de-stress before trying to sleep, involving, well, Cosy Games. I'll be getting my brain scanned and light levels checked.
I am finally getting my sleep study, and it will be the first of its kind. It will involve Cosy Gaming and include relaxing ways to de-stress before trying to sleep, involving, well, Cosy Games. I'll be getting my brain scanned and light levels checked.
#disability #cripplepunk #sleep #ptsd
Last night, took a massive dose of liquid Valium and Ativan for some PTSD issues. This, along with more than a dozen of my nighttime narcs.
This can't keep going—yet I know it will. Insomniacs... how do you survive?
Last night, took a massive dose of liquid Valium and Ativan for some PTSD issues. This, along with more than a dozen of my nighttime narcs.
This can't keep going—yet I know it will. Insomniacs... how do you survive?
January 14, 2026 at 1:31 PM
#disability #cripplepunk #sleep #ptsd
Last night, took a massive dose of liquid Valium and Ativan for some PTSD issues. This, along with more than a dozen of my nighttime narcs.
This can't keep going—yet I know it will. Insomniacs... how do you survive?
Last night, took a massive dose of liquid Valium and Ativan for some PTSD issues. This, along with more than a dozen of my nighttime narcs.
This can't keep going—yet I know it will. Insomniacs... how do you survive?
#disability #cripplepunk #rage
"I put the bastards of this world on notice that I do not have their best interests at heart. I will try and speak for my reader. That is my promise, and it will be a voice of ink and rage,"
I think about this quote a lot. It comes from the Rum Diaries.
"I put the bastards of this world on notice that I do not have their best interests at heart. I will try and speak for my reader. That is my promise, and it will be a voice of ink and rage,"
I think about this quote a lot. It comes from the Rum Diaries.
January 14, 2026 at 4:37 AM
#disability #cripplepunk #rage
"I put the bastards of this world on notice that I do not have their best interests at heart. I will try and speak for my reader. That is my promise, and it will be a voice of ink and rage,"
I think about this quote a lot. It comes from the Rum Diaries.
"I put the bastards of this world on notice that I do not have their best interests at heart. I will try and speak for my reader. That is my promise, and it will be a voice of ink and rage,"
I think about this quote a lot. It comes from the Rum Diaries.
#disability #cripplepunk #ensure
I want to complain about Ensure and nutritional puddings that taste like sun-spoiled oysters and cum. There are levels of survival that one must be rather hardcore to take on. Ensure tastes like chalkolate, or worse, and I hate it with a burning passion.
I want to complain about Ensure and nutritional puddings that taste like sun-spoiled oysters and cum. There are levels of survival that one must be rather hardcore to take on. Ensure tastes like chalkolate, or worse, and I hate it with a burning passion.
January 13, 2026 at 4:18 PM
#disability #cripplepunk #ensure
I want to complain about Ensure and nutritional puddings that taste like sun-spoiled oysters and cum. There are levels of survival that one must be rather hardcore to take on. Ensure tastes like chalkolate, or worse, and I hate it with a burning passion.
I want to complain about Ensure and nutritional puddings that taste like sun-spoiled oysters and cum. There are levels of survival that one must be rather hardcore to take on. Ensure tastes like chalkolate, or worse, and I hate it with a burning passion.
#disability #cripplepunk #insomnia
This old man gets no sleep; he spends late nights buggering sheep. It's rough when you don't sleep. They say the insomnia will kill me. Tonight, I'm fucking around with electrons, because no one can stop me. I am also very, very high. At least 90% drugs by volume.
This old man gets no sleep; he spends late nights buggering sheep. It's rough when you don't sleep. They say the insomnia will kill me. Tonight, I'm fucking around with electrons, because no one can stop me. I am also very, very high. At least 90% drugs by volume.
a man in a cowboy hat says when
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January 12, 2026 at 12:09 PM
#disability #cripplepunk #insomnia
This old man gets no sleep; he spends late nights buggering sheep. It's rough when you don't sleep. They say the insomnia will kill me. Tonight, I'm fucking around with electrons, because no one can stop me. I am also very, very high. At least 90% drugs by volume.
This old man gets no sleep; he spends late nights buggering sheep. It's rough when you don't sleep. They say the insomnia will kill me. Tonight, I'm fucking around with electrons, because no one can stop me. I am also very, very high. At least 90% drugs by volume.
#disability #cripplepunk #gratitude
Things have been... overwhelming. Thank you all. I'm still deep in the fight for a better life, but now I have some resources, some better meals, and some of the precious finances I need to make that change happen, should the chance present itself. Thank you!
Things have been... overwhelming. Thank you all. I'm still deep in the fight for a better life, but now I have some resources, some better meals, and some of the precious finances I need to make that change happen, should the chance present itself. Thank you!
January 11, 2026 at 7:41 PM
#disability #cripplepunk #gratitude
Things have been... overwhelming. Thank you all. I'm still deep in the fight for a better life, but now I have some resources, some better meals, and some of the precious finances I need to make that change happen, should the chance present itself. Thank you!
Things have been... overwhelming. Thank you all. I'm still deep in the fight for a better life, but now I have some resources, some better meals, and some of the precious finances I need to make that change happen, should the chance present itself. Thank you!
#disability #cripplepunk #hope
Today has been a productive day. I'm exhausted. Still recovering from COVID and double MRSA pneumonia. I've done a lot of promotion and opened up old networks. I've got the machines in motion. I feel like I've been in a fight. My body aches. I'm tired. I'm done.
Today has been a productive day. I'm exhausted. Still recovering from COVID and double MRSA pneumonia. I've done a lot of promotion and opened up old networks. I've got the machines in motion. I feel like I've been in a fight. My body aches. I'm tired. I'm done.
January 11, 2026 at 1:57 AM
#disability #cripplepunk #hope
Today has been a productive day. I'm exhausted. Still recovering from COVID and double MRSA pneumonia. I've done a lot of promotion and opened up old networks. I've got the machines in motion. I feel like I've been in a fight. My body aches. I'm tired. I'm done.
Today has been a productive day. I'm exhausted. Still recovering from COVID and double MRSA pneumonia. I've done a lot of promotion and opened up old networks. I've got the machines in motion. I feel like I've been in a fight. My body aches. I'm tired. I'm done.
#criipplepunk #disability #minority
It's a certain future, not knowing when you'll live or die. It's a bitch not knowing how everything lies. The lay of the land is always changing; cardinal directions lie to you. It's a bitch, but following your heart will not see you through.
It's a certain future, not knowing when you'll live or die. It's a bitch not knowing how everything lies. The lay of the land is always changing; cardinal directions lie to you. It's a bitch, but following your heart will not see you through.
January 10, 2026 at 2:02 PM
#criipplepunk #disability #minority
It's a certain future, not knowing when you'll live or die. It's a bitch not knowing how everything lies. The lay of the land is always changing; cardinal directions lie to you. It's a bitch, but following your heart will not see you through.
It's a certain future, not knowing when you'll live or die. It's a bitch not knowing how everything lies. The lay of the land is always changing; cardinal directions lie to you. It's a bitch, but following your heart will not see you through.
Gorillaz - The God of Lying ft. IDLES (Official Visualiser)
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January 10, 2026 at 4:56 AM
#cripplepunk #disability #minority
It's hard being a minority. I've been one my whole life. That's just kind of how it is. You either win the birth lottery or you don't. I lost. But being crippled, to be terminal, that makes you untouchable. Unwantable. Verboten.
It's hard being a minority. I've been one my whole life. That's just kind of how it is. You either win the birth lottery or you don't. I lost. But being crippled, to be terminal, that makes you untouchable. Unwantable. Verboten.
January 9, 2026 at 4:17 PM
#cripplepunk #disability #minority
It's hard being a minority. I've been one my whole life. That's just kind of how it is. You either win the birth lottery or you don't. I lost. But being crippled, to be terminal, that makes you untouchable. Unwantable. Verboten.
It's hard being a minority. I've been one my whole life. That's just kind of how it is. You either win the birth lottery or you don't. I lost. But being crippled, to be terminal, that makes you untouchable. Unwantable. Verboten.
#cripplepunk #disability #positivity
I learnt a little something yesterday. I do that on occasion. If I do somehow manage to get a spot in an Assisted Living Facility (the dream lives, refuses to die!) I'm going to need furniture. How? No furniture = no future.
I learnt a little something yesterday. I do that on occasion. If I do somehow manage to get a spot in an Assisted Living Facility (the dream lives, refuses to die!) I'm going to need furniture. How? No furniture = no future.
January 8, 2026 at 2:29 PM
#cripplepunk #disability #positivity
I learnt a little something yesterday. I do that on occasion. If I do somehow manage to get a spot in an Assisted Living Facility (the dream lives, refuses to die!) I'm going to need furniture. How? No furniture = no future.
I learnt a little something yesterday. I do that on occasion. If I do somehow manage to get a spot in an Assisted Living Facility (the dream lives, refuses to die!) I'm going to need furniture. How? No furniture = no future.