running numbers and tbh i'd get by without this job for a couple months if these changes do make it as soul-crushing as i think it will, so i'm not so scared to just resign over this rather than be subject to it, but it wouldn't hurt to support myself a bit longer with commission work if i can

i did say when given the opportunity when these changes started early in the year my one dealbreaker was our experienced IT team would continue to be just that, and not a log and flog call centre, and yet...

22- if you read this far, free space. ask something else if you like

21 cont.- i don't think it's ever crossed into a defining personality trait, it's happily held in the same camp as any hobby you're passionate about and hold close to you, but it is where i pour the bulk of my creative energy, and where i seek out so much of my online entertainment and interaction

21- i think so, it's gone from a passive background part of my weekly interests over a decade ago to a daily habit i maintain and interact with at any given opportunity. the vast majority of those i know online are tied to size in some manner, much of my time is spent associating with it.

20- i have not been to sizecon, i don't see myself attending it either. i don't think it's quite my thing. too much anxiety, i used to have a real bad problem with that, it's better now but it's still bad in unfamiliar social spaces

19- i do sometimes do commissions. often far and few between as i largely don't yet feel up to pulling off other characters personally, so i don't advertise it often, but it's definitely worth reaching out if you are interested as it's still something i'm happy to discuss

18- know that i'm not being hostile and probably not bored, i'm just not very emotive through my text, so if there's any confusion on that part i'm just saying the thing i think without any sort of flair. unless i specifically remember i should emphasise my tone i think it comes off as pretty dry.

17- the RP vibe for some is good, especially when it's taken in good fun, though i don't always know the best way to engage with it if it comes around my way. i think i'm out of the loop a lot so sometimes the essential context of many is lost on me, so it can confuse me at times instead

16- sure, DMs are fine, but i hope it's with something to say because i'm not one for small talk and am not good and maintaining a conversation unless you cross the correct wires and activate a special interest

15- i don't think any specific work of mine needs to get more attention because i've yet to really put in the work to make something really substantial, but i have been planning it, i hope i can find it in me to do it, and when i do make my comic/story/big thing i hope it's seen and shared

14- i don't know any models, i don't really engage with photorealism, so what about a 3d model artist? @sizeperry.bsky.social does a lot of fun renders that hits the sort of perspectives and angles i enjoy a lot

13- overt cruelty and explicitly-depicted harm tends to be the line, particularly in the kink sense. i do think there's a place for it within a narrative when its presence exists to further a story with intent

12- no persona for me, i don't see or place myself within scenarios and typically take the third person perspective as preference

11- anything that emphasises the sense of scale. places too small to squeeze through, cracking sidewalks and walls, effortlessly overpowering others with the laziesat of acts, or even one's mere presence. small things for just the slightly large up to becoming a defining monument against the skyline

10- @phenbird.bsky.social is an extremely prolific and varied size author of many different kinks, there's definitely at least one item in the catalogue that's worth your time. @talldropm.bsky.social does fun extremely over excessive over large stories with big power theming

9- i have a fondness for the intake or overflow of energy, matter, mass, or whatever. spilling out or taking effect all at once as it is process or simply cannot be held back, which is why bot hof these two angles are used by mimi and quyen for their primary growth triggers