Hate the cold now. In white supremacist Colorado they have 2 seasons July & Winter, & we were cold there for 2 1/2 years of misery, pain, penury, & PTSD. Then we sweat our ass off every day in the ungodly heat of the Land of Happiness after trying to make something work in California.

So our new working diagnosis is maybe Complex PTSD w Dissociative Identity Disorder. Remember George Carlin always & how words change & the bought & paid Leonard Leo Six Koch whores of SCOTUS & their lawless lying insurrectionist repugnicunt lawyers change them to mean what they want them to say.

Noon 5/12/2568 memories of Tricia & what a difference a good therapist can make over ~220 Medicaid paid therapy sessions in white supremacist Colorado. They tell me to arrive 15 min. early at Bluegrass Health Psychology as if their time is more valuable than mine here in the failed democratic repub.

7:13 5/12/2568 another day that will live in infamy in the year of our Lord Indra w the 👻 of On Kawara here in the failed democratic republic of the US of Forced Birth, Death, Surveillance Capitalism, & Moral Bankruptcy. We're out of 🚬 again & rhe 6th episode of Ken Burns' video tome fucked up over

Another day of pain, penury, & pointlessness begins here in the bloody Kaintuck of suppressed wages & vast white ignorance. So disappointed by what I've found here in Lexington. I always thought this was an educated place seeing how the University of Kentucky is here, but not any longer.